Thursday, June 26, 2008
26 Thu: Finally i am going back Tekong for my recourse....I will miss my friend back @ camp. Lots of things has happened, Dear, i tried forgetting you but apparently i may not be able to. But there is one thing for sure, i have become a better a man. I have learned to control my temper and is able to see lots of things from a bigger view.
Anyway, everyone in life has to go on. Basically, i put in songs that give me inspiration when i am writing Blog while singing it aloud. Backstreet Boys jux rulez!!! Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely!!!
Honestly , Life in army has really changed me alot....I have become more and more independent, able to do lots of things based on my own judgment plus being more tan and more fit and muscular=) Last week, i went to Sentosa wit some friends and it was really nice, lots of memories came back....
Without you, within me, i cant find no rest. I pray for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all i'm going to be is, Incomplete.
Anyway, everyone in life has to go on. Basically, i put in songs that give me inspiration when i am writing Blog while singing it aloud. Backstreet Boys jux rulez!!! Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely!!!
Honestly , Life in army has really changed me alot....I have become more and more independent, able to do lots of things based on my own judgment plus being more tan and more fit and muscular=) Last week, i went to Sentosa wit some friends and it was really nice, lots of memories came back....
Without you, within me, i cant find no rest. I pray for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all i'm going to be is, Incomplete.
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Friday, June 20, 2008
123:
SO BORED!!!
EVEN ON A FRI NIGHT STILL HAVE TO STAY @ CAMP!!! TODAY FEEL SO STRESSED, AND DAMN HOT SO I ASKED ASH TO CUT MY HAIR OFF, SO VEXING SO VEXING....
EVEN ON A FRI NIGHT STILL HAVE TO STAY @ CAMP!!! TODAY FEEL SO STRESSED, AND DAMN HOT SO I ASKED ASH TO CUT MY HAIR OFF, SO VEXING SO VEXING....
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Monday, June 16, 2008
17th Jun Tue: Life in army has becoming more and more dull for me. Just passing by day after day. And my habit of going out clubbing and pubbing has become more and more frequent. Dunno today why i totally have no appetite to eat anything today. Everything that i ate, all jux vomitted out back.
Well, i thought i could at least get a B'dae off from camp but who knows, my officer is so xiao on. This is a privilege but nt an entitlement. So, i had no other choice but to keep quiet and do my work. Nw, all i wanted to do was to have a gal who will always be there for me.
Maybe today also have to stay-in also. Tomorrow have to become marshaller for the life run tomorrow. Why like that??? And also by end of this month, i am going back to Pulau Tekong for my re-BMT coure which i was posted out because of a left shoulder dislocation. Oh, just as well....Just have to take one step at a time.
P.S. I feel like i am going crazy over you. Thinking of you and so far what you have messaged were all jux a concern for a friend???
Well, i thought i could at least get a B'dae off from camp but who knows, my officer is so xiao on. This is a privilege but nt an entitlement. So, i had no other choice but to keep quiet and do my work. Nw, all i wanted to do was to have a gal who will always be there for me.
Maybe today also have to stay-in also. Tomorrow have to become marshaller for the life run tomorrow. Why like that??? And also by end of this month, i am going back to Pulau Tekong for my re-BMT coure which i was posted out because of a left shoulder dislocation. Oh, just as well....Just have to take one step at a time.
P.S. I feel like i am going crazy over you. Thinking of you and so far what you have messaged were all jux a concern for a friend???
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
14 Jun Sat: 
Ministry Of Sound
I had a total of 8 friends went to celebrate for my B'dae at M.O.S!! Unfortunately, had 1 of my friend, Paul was drunk before we even went into the club and we send him back home on the cab. Well, cant help it... THere were Ash, Eddie, Zac, Amandeep, Paul, Michael, Shine and ME!! It was all guys night!!
That was way cool.....I was a bit tipsy only, really cant hold my liquor very well on that day. Haizz..
Me & Eddie
By the way, on Fri nigh..there were alot of shemales down at there. I was at first very amazed to see them more feminine and more sexier than others girls. But only to found out, they were there to find potential customers. Which i guess is probably, a handjob or may even be BJ. Thank GoD, i was nt hooked up!!!
After the club ended, Only Eddie, Amandeep, Zac and me ...We went back to camp to sleep. Except that poor Eddie has duty on sat. Bro, keep it up i will keep my promise to u on Mon=)
I reached back home around 1 pm plus, after eating lunch outside wit Zac.
Got back home and slept all the way, till someone msg me..haha=P
P.S. What if i still cant forgotten over u...?? Is that right or wrong...??
Ministry Of SoundThat was way cool.....I was a bit tipsy only, really cant hold my liquor very well on that day. Haizz..
Me & EddieBy the way, on Fri nigh..there were alot of shemales down at there. I was at first very amazed to see them more feminine and more sexier than others girls. But only to found out, they were there to find potential customers. Which i guess is probably, a handjob or may even be BJ. Thank GoD, i was nt hooked up!!!
After the club ended, Only Eddie, Amandeep, Zac and me ...We went back to camp to sleep. Except that poor Eddie has duty on sat. Bro, keep it up i will keep my promise to u on Mon=)
I reached back home around 1 pm plus, after eating lunch outside wit Zac.
Got back home and slept all the way, till someone msg me..haha=P
P.S. What if i still cant forgotten over u...?? Is that right or wrong...??
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Monday, June 9, 2008
09 Jun Mon: Been too long nt being to update the blog again..On Fri, had my guard duty and on sat, Out-Pro day and on Sun guard duty again. I guess this month too many guard duty liao. And also on sat, went to SMU to find someone but was been rejected very badly and guess i was too tired and stressed so had a bit of conflict. Well, what happen in the past is already in the past.
Life is becoming a bit of a dull for me in the camp. Seriously!! No matter how much happiness i try to find, even outside camp it seem to be empty inside. Nw i jux like seem to be waiting for someone messages every single day. Every hour, every minute and every second......Well, i jux wan that someone to know that everyone has their past and all of us learn from our past relationship and as long as we try to make it right and learn from our mistakes and make it right, there is no regrets or what so ever=)
Finally today i can managed to book-out after 3 days in camp. My mum , cousin and sis missed me already. They called to ask me today if i am coming back home. I missed home already..
Wish there will be someone that i luv and hope that someone will be there for me. I am a simple guy and even if my future gf cant cook or even do housework, i wont mind a single bit. Cos i believe that i will marry the gal that i luv and to bring her nothing but happiness.
P.S. It's time to move on wit LiFE.....TiMe wait for no one.
Life is becoming a bit of a dull for me in the camp. Seriously!! No matter how much happiness i try to find, even outside camp it seem to be empty inside. Nw i jux like seem to be waiting for someone messages every single day. Every hour, every minute and every second......Well, i jux wan that someone to know that everyone has their past and all of us learn from our past relationship and as long as we try to make it right and learn from our mistakes and make it right, there is no regrets or what so ever=)
Finally today i can managed to book-out after 3 days in camp. My mum , cousin and sis missed me already. They called to ask me today if i am coming back home. I missed home already..
Wish there will be someone that i luv and hope that someone will be there for me. I am a simple guy and even if my future gf cant cook or even do housework, i wont mind a single bit. Cos i believe that i will marry the gal that i luv and to bring her nothing but happiness.
P.S. It's time to move on wit LiFE.....TiMe wait for no one.
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
04 jun wed: Today had a very tiring life-run. Ran a total of 6km.....So tired. By the way, i will be a bit kindda busy on thu and fri. And also yesterday, i want to apologise to someone for nt facing up to her, i think i m shy..=)
Little Sister all grown up.
Models....??
Happy Family.
Is she a Model..??
Well, these pict below are the picts i have taken during my younger sister Ngee Ann Poly Graduation day. Enjoy..
EveryOne says i m her Bf??
EveryOne says i m her Bf??
Little Sister all grown up.
Models....??
Happy Family.
Is she a Model..??P.S. I am sorry if i have fly kite on someone or even scared of meeting her. Maybe i am scared of falling down all over again.
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