the one & only CLIFF

31st Jul 09

2009-07-31T07:26:00.000-07:00

Finally i m going to ORD soon le...i have around 25 more working days le. Yeah. so happy....It has been a very long 2 years a lots of unhappy stuff happened to me for the first 1 year plus but nw good things are coming on my way. I could say that i use to think i was destiny to spend wit the gal that i met at Gallery hotel but i was very wrong and ended up breaking up. And nw i had met a gal who i m very happy with and i hope she is the one for me.

Tomorrow will be our 5th month anniversary. It has been a very up and down time for both of us. I could say that even though both of us were working, we still find time to enjoy each others company. I had also learn to be patient and to be more considerate being with her and i could sense that she has give in alot to me during all this time. I m very grateful for all that she has done for me all this time. Thank you very much dear.I m very fortunate to get back together with you again.

I think i will miss alot of my friends back in camp when i ORD.I feel that what i m doing as my job in guardroom is very achieving as all of us would in harmony and i m happy that both my MPs do nt play their ranks. I m grateful to have all those i have talked to and being there for me especially during when i broke off wit my ex.Thank you all. My advice to all those haven ORD is enjoy working whatever in your job scope and have an achievement in whatever that you are doing. Most of all help whenever you can to anyone and make full use of the day in camp=)

040709

2009-07-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

Full time NSman dies after being pinned by Land Rover during inspection

SINGAPORE: Full—time National Serviceman Second Lieutenant (2LT) Nicholas Chan Wei Kit died in hospital on Friday after a Land Rover he was inspecting rolled backwards and hit him, pinning him under the vehicle.

A statement from the Ministry of Defence says 2LT Chan, a Motor Transport Officer, was taking delivery of the SAF Land Rover in Seletar Camp at about 11.30am when the incident happened.

A recovery vehicle was activated half an hour later and managed to lift the Land Rover.

A medical team from the Seletar Medical Centre attempted to resuscitate 2LT Chan immediately. He was sent to Changi General Hospital where he was pronounced dead at 1.07pm.

Mindef and the SAF extend their deepest condolences to the family of the late 2LT Chan.

Mindef says it will assist the family in their time of grief. It is also investigating the incident.

So sad this kind of thing has to happen and he was so young to have gone just like that. Well, maybe when it is ur turn to book in there is no escape.My deepest condolence to his family members.

02/07/09

2009-07-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

Finally it has reached July....i had counted i have only left 51 days left to ORD excluding the Sats and Suns. So happy....And i m happy to wish my Dear dear Happy 4th month anniversary.Ooh...and by the way,i had watched the Transformer 2.It is so cool....my dear feels so sad, almost cry or maybe there were tears swelling in her eyes, when Optimus Prime the last decedent of Prime was killed by the Decepticon in the starting part.For me, Megan Fox looks hot but she looks a bit fake acting in the transformer 2.

And apparently i m having some difficulty uploading picts.haizz....ANyway , i hope all my friends and she will be happy. Thank you for all the things that you had done for me up till nw....LuV ya!!

I m currently trying to get back into shape, toning up the fats to muscles....hahas. Hope it works, even though it is very shag....I believe i can do it. YuP!!Alot of things have happen for the past few weeks but still in the end after a heavy down pour, there is definitely a rainbow on the brighter side of life.

01 Jun 09

2009-06-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today is the 3rd month of my anniversary with my Dear Dear.....I feel that there are some problems arising between us, but i,myself could nt explain and point out what is the cause of it. I know myself that maybe most of the time, it is because of me that's why you will get angry and mood swing.....But i myself feels that it is getting more and more nw my Dear?? I really feel happy being with you but both of us are always arguing because of maybe like my family stuff, ur friends , and always squabble and squabble.

I admit that i maynt be the best of boyfriend unlike other guy, nt very romantic, fiancially tight at the moment, i have all but bad points.You know that your moods really affects me alot. Dear i have really never give in to a girl as much as you and i am really fighting with my bad side of me whenever we had a quarrel or an argument.Because i know that even with a good girl like you and i could nt be together, i rather nt be attached and be as bad as i was.......There is no longer a point for me to stay nice and be good.

Maybe on ur part, you urself maybe facing difficulties and troubles.I could nt be of help at all. I feel useless....really useless.I also know that dear, you have a stubborn character and wont easily give in.Sometimes, what a guy wants is jux a gf who listens to things that he said without really needing to explain for it......and someone, who would be able to share his problems.I myself is nt perfect so i would nt dare to say, you changes for me. Definately Nt !!

Dear Pls do nt ask me to explain and ask me abt what i wrote......this is how i felt in my heart...Pls do nt ask me to explain.I love you. Happy 3rd month anniversary to us.

17th sun 09

2009-05-17T08:29:00.000-07:00

It has been quite a long time since i last updated my bloggg..hahas.
Perhaps i have been juz lazy, yuppp...pure lazzy.

By the way, i have just left 3 months to ORD.Finally it is becoming my turn.
And also i m nw an officially turned, Singapore Citizen...It's so cool..I will be ORDing wit my pink IC wor!!

Nw my Dear Dear and Me, have to save money, as in nt spend so much....no 0280, $2.80,Taxi la....yup, and i think it is nt so bad...Sometimes, we had fight and quarrels but in the end we turn out juz fine.I know that you jux wanted to win me at times but dun worry i will try nt to make u angry OK..??ANd also try to find more part time jobs along the way, some of my friends B'dae are coming le.....got no money currently to buy presents for them...sadded =( muz jia you wor.

Also i m nw officially called ( Cliff Ke @ Kyaw Tun Aung ) ....

30 apr 09

2009-04-30T06:51:00.000-07:00

Haizz....i m currently down wit a cold and a bad flu.It is very bad to fall sick and i thought i might get infected by the swine flu but luckily i was nt.i muz thank my Dear Dear today for accompanying me to the hospital to see the doctor.I really appreciate what you have been doing for me.After that we had dinner @ NUH as well, and i m glad to see the hospital is taking very serious preventive measures abt the recent H1N1 virus,Swine flu.

After that we went to see the movie the origin of X-men. It was a pretty good show but nt as nice as the previous 2 movies.I feel so tired having to go camp everyday from Mon to Fri. haizz...waking up so early and i might have to face the wrath of the weather regardless of heavy rain or the hot sun.Just as well, it proves that i m nt a robot after all.haha....

Lastly nt forgetting this coming fri( labour day ) is our 2nd month anniversary.Already 2 months le, jia you jia you....I hope we will still be this loving!!!

12 Apr 09

2009-04-12T00:17:00.000-07:00

Last Fri i had a whole lots of fun and activities.If i did not remember wrongly, it should be a public holiday "GooD FridaY". Dear dear and i had planned it since one week before for that public holiday. We went to ZOO. Yeah hope u ppl dun hear it wrongly, yes i did went to ZOO and ever since from my primary school days, till i am in army. Surprised to see lots of changes at the place. And also i saw the well known White Tiger. Hahaha...

After the zoo, we went to relax and swim at Jurong swimming complex. At first both of us intend to go Wild Wild Wet but it was a bit too rushing from mandai. Later we went for dinner after a good playing of water.Most od all we spend our night by camping at East Coast Park, and i m beginning to get better at pitching a tent. Well, i cant tell what happens in the tent cos i had promised to someone, what happens in the tent stays in the tent lor...

Well anyway, both of our good friend Okkar came and chill out till nearly 2am then left. And we met Isabel and her boyfriend around 5am so both of us nearly did not sleep the whole night. Anyway, Dear dear i had a whole lots of good time and hope we will have many more events to come.

"61 Things Girls Don't Know About Guys"

1)Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

2)--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3)--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4)--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5)--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6)--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7)--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8)--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9)--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10)--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11)--Guys get jealous easily.

12)--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13)--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14)--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15)--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16)--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17)--Guys are very open about themselves.

18)--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19)--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20)--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21)--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

22)--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23)--Guys will brag about anything.

24)--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

25)--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

26)--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

27)--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

28)--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

29)--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

30)--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

31)--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

32)--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

33)--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

34)--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

35)--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

36)--Guys don't really have final decisions.

37)--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

38)--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

39)--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

40)--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

41)--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42)--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43)--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44)--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45)--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46)--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47)--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48)--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

49)--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

50)--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

51)--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

52)--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

53)--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

54)--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

55)--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like whether it's a one time deal or not ....

56)--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and without knowingly tell them about yours...

57)--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

58)--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

59)--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

60)--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

61)--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

Some of them are i found from website and some of them are what i thought of it.....

P.S. Dear dear i love you!!!!

07 apr 09

2009-04-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

Finally, today i went down with dear to BBDC( Bukit Batok driving centre) to enroll for my bike license. Dear has been very supportive of me all this while....I m very happy to have known her and not earlier. I know Dear, that in the past i may have let you down in the past but i had learn from my mistake and never to let you down again.

I hope that from now on, loving you and doting on you will be like a new hobby of mine which i would keep and to treasure till i passed away. Sometimes i hope that you would be by my side every single day that i hope i can keep you in my pocket and bring you wherever i go.Dear dear, we must jia you and never give up on one another OK???

P.S. LOVE YoU, LoTs and LoTs................

05 apr 09

2009-04-05T07:34:00.000-07:00

My Dear Dear so bored at home and felt that her weekend has wasted just like that...I m sorry, i just cant able to come out today. I will make it up to u on next week can..??

FiNALLY I HAVE BECOME A RP!!!

And left less than 6 months to ORD lor....And well, as i have posted on my blog, i hope can get what i wanted and to get before i ORD. My pink IC on my ORD day, my sis B'dae present and my Bike License...

It has been just 1 months with my new love of my LiFe but it feels as if i have known her since very very long time.I m sorry if i sometimes become grumpy and raised my voice at u. Knowing you have made me realize many things, to be more responsible and in a sense i have grown up more.No matter what i respect ur any decision cos i LuV u.

P.S. My definition of LOVE is to sacrifice all my time for her without demanding anything. Sharing and caring...Most of all LOVE her with my LiFe.

22nd mar 09

2009-03-22T03:30:00.000-07:00

Dear online diary......,

It has been a while since i last updated you.I have been busy which maybe an excuse for i have been getting happiness which i had nt gotten from my past relationship. This particular girl treats me very nice and i could talk to her without hiding anything from her. We also sometimes quarrels and argues but i would most of the time gives in cos i love her a lot. By the way, today is her 22nd B'dae....and i m real glad to have wished her first.

I thank god that we are back together again. Dear i do nt know why your moods affects me so much.I usually do nt happen this but then again, it jux make me mad when other guys tries to hook up wit u. I m really sorry if at times i make you angry but Dear i m trying my best to change my bad habits cos u are really important to me. I may have hurt you in the past but i had learn from my mistake and hope we could go on and prove to others wrong.

Thank you for all the thing that you have done for me all this while.All i can say is that i will never break your heart again.I believe that action speaks louder than words.I will LOVE you for EternitY !!! We muz jia you, jia you!!

Yours one & only,
CliFF

P.S Meeting you once again , has brought brightness into my world....

15 Mar 09

2009-03-14T22:47:00.000-07:00

It has been very wonderful to have known this gal which is now my Galfriend....She brought me happiness and most of all i dun really have any pressure going out wit her or anything. Yesterday, we went for prawning again. But then it was way too many ppl there, and a very helpful aunty help me to catch 4 prawns...Thank you Aunty=)

This March is gonna be a very $$$$$ spending month liao. This coming wed is my parents 25th wedding anniversary day and my galfriend B'day is on the 22th of March. But well CliFF, dun worry and be happy cos u love her alot right??? haha...And lastly after next week, i m going for my RP course le.Anyway gonna O.R.D soon le.Yeah!!!

11 Mar 09

2009-03-10T19:24:00.000-07:00

Currently just to let everyone or anyone who might be reading my blog that i m attached already....To who...??Well, to someone that who would put up wit my nonsenses all the time, she is a very great gal and i dun have any pressures together being wit her. To all my friends and to JoEy, hope u all are having a great time being outside as in nt being in the army. I do not SeeK, SavE , ServE as a medic anymore cos pretty soon, i m gonna be a "RP"(Regimental Police). That is more cool...See Ya. PPl..

Signing out,

CliFF=)

08 Feb 09

2009-02-08T02:55:00.000-08:00

Sleeping on my cosy bed wit my warm and nice duvet has never been the most comfortable thing that i have felt for a very long time.Most of all i can go to bed after i felt tired, watching Tv shows. Living in a life with family is very fun. Family meant alot to me, I love my parents alot and most of all my little sis. No one can replace my love for her as a brother.

From here i wanna tell something to that special someone that i hope to go things real slowly, going into a relationship once again, takes me a lot of efforts and braveness.
Most of all i may end up hurting you once again.I just wanna be alone for nw.....feeling so scared and afraid of screwing things once again.

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2009-02-06T06:24:00.000-08:00

Finally Finally get to come back home after a very tiring week at camp. 3 Days consecutive test, going crazy liao....Omg!! totally goin crazy, studying alot after not even starting books for 2 years plus liao...Suddenly cant cope. By the way, i jux wanna let ppl know that i have met a gal currently more like someone i knew from before and there is chances that we may get together again.

But there is still long and is really hard to say what might happen in the future, so i hope to tell her that her decision on taking things slowly and one step at a time is good.I dun wan to rush things too.....I dun like to make any empty promises anymore ever since i last broke up.Anyway nw also cant really say i am already together wit her, as we decided to see how things work till Jun. Yup!!!

Nw i jux wanna complete this course and get some rest time. Army has been sending me to course after course non-stop. So tiring....le. Pls give me a vocation and fix me back to ITI....pls???

P.S If ya think i may hurt you again,which i really cant guaranteed what might happen in e future , you can choose the right decision.I dun wan to be selfish, but i feel happy having ur accompany.

13th Jan 09

2009-01-13T01:24:00.000-08:00

Insomnia By Craig David

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

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2009-01-09T10:32:00.000-08:00

Guard duty is so shag......I have been very busy nt updating for a long time. Preparing myself for my new course as a combat medic at a new camp. Do u believe in Karma..?? For me i believe so, cos before i met Joey, i used to hurt a gal and got broke up the way, i broke up nw. What goes around comes around.....Really errie but somethings are hard to explain. There is also a reason and a deep secret in me as to why i had my tongue stud after my break-up. I needed some real pain to inflict myself as nt to be like the past CliFF and to get on wit Life as a whole new me and that stud always serve as a constant reminder for me to be a better person and never to walkk my old path again. But i dun plan to put it on forever, nt until i met or someone who is willing to walk down the path of ile till we both gets old. I hope to meet her soon, or maybe comeone who could changes me.........Nobody in this world is perfect, nt even for myself but i believe as long as that person is willing to change and has determination, everyone should be given a second chance. Don't u think so..???

17-12-08

2008-12-17T07:20:00.000-08:00

Today is the most FUCK-UP night of all.....I had a big quarrel wit my mum and i jux changed back and left home straight for camp. A person like me so patient can also flare up ,that means something is nt right....I hate her for sometimes controlling too much into my life. Respecting parents that i understand but there is always an extend to it. I dun like ppl forcing me too much until to the extend that i flare up. I will turn into a devil that can be more worst that those ppl that have tattoes all over their body.

ArrH...ArrH...So frustrating. Ever since i entered army, i have nt gave her a single shit thing to worry abt. I did my work good and was always punctual and did nt even took a single MC since i entered army. Most of all, i even got for myself, the BEST SOLDIER AWARD for the month of OCTOBER. What did i get for myself.....??Nt a single appreciation. I gave in a lot to her but still she is like that since the past. I am very tired from work at camp and still had to give in to the shit and nonsense at home....How much more do i have to take and suffer????

2008-12-14T22:52:00.000-08:00

Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i’d never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

12 nov 08

2008-11-12T12:33:00.000-08:00

As i get older, it gets much harder for me to start a new relationship all over again from the scratch. I just don't know why but every failed relationship just drains out more and more vitality from my every failed relationship. Which has been 3 times so far.

Secondly, if i really like someone right now i would consider chasing her for a long time. There is just too much hesitation trapped inside of me. I just can't break free. Arrh.Arrh...

Love is indeed something that is hard to portray than just saying it out
I LOVE YOU a thousand times everyday. So is there really a true love existed for me in the future at all?? I do not have the answer to that and neither do i dare to dream for it.

I am currently like a lost kid who is waiting for someone who could bring him home from the wilderness of the street.

05 Nov 08

2008-11-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

Life has been very hectic for me fo rthe past few days....most of the time staying back in camp. But yesterday i got nights out and went to a pub with my friend. Gotta get to know of a new friend name Serene.....she is so young and yet she had to lead a hard life which most of the gals out there has nt experience before. But i admire her that never say die attitude and strong willness. Too Serene, dun fret, in a better future u will find someone that is really right for u. Just take ur time and focus on ur studies first=)

By the way, too many theft cases is happening in camp and i just found out two of my friends that i knew was suspected of it. Sometimes, it's really hard to judge a person by it's look and maybe i could say that a leopard will never changes it's spot......

Lastly, i have been revocated from supply assistant to combat medic. Next month i m going for my course, and after 7 weeks , i will officially be combat medic, drawing combat pay and getting my corporal rank and maybe get a chance to get 3rd sergent rank=)

Good things have been coming to me and finally my luck is changing. The secret to this is to treat ppl with respect and honesty and never bitch mouth abt other ppl behind their back........and also respect ur parents=)

26th Oct 2008

2008-10-26T03:28:00.000-07:00

Last sat, which is yesterday, went out to town accompanying my one and only mei mei to Bugis....Even tough, we did nt buy anything at town, we went to catch a movie at Jurong Point.

The movie was High School Musical 3. The funny thing was that i did nt even catch a single glimpse of the movie on it's part 1 and 2 . But i watched the part 3....hahaha. It was a very romantic show with lots of meaning to it. Even though the guy in the show can give up to study in the Uni that he could have excelleld in but he gave it up to study in the Uni that is nearer to the gal Uni, which i think is very loving. So why cant u give me a chance???

Rating.....7/10

Well then i on sun which is today i am on guard duty.. Haizz... what to do???

JOEY LOW YI MAN till today i am still thinking of you, and i cant forget you....

17th Oct 08

2008-10-17T05:27:00.000-07:00

For the past of last week, i have been staying back daily back at camp due to work and guard duty....And at least i could put a bit of mind to ease after managing to pay back the money that i owe to my friends and left only 30 more to pay off.......

During that 1 week, i have think of alot of things, and i should live my life to the fullest. Nt just passing one day by one day. Whatever i can do, i just do and help other ppl whenever i am free....
There has been one thing that is bothering me, and that is even after nw, after we have broke up for 8months and 13days. I could nt put her out of my mind.....Most of all, i am nt interested to find any other girl as gf. I hope to find a solution one day......

Nw i just hope that the people around me will be safe from all harm and be happy always. May god bless you all.

091008 Wed

2008-10-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

Recently been kindda very busy with life at camp.... After today a good talk with the CO. I hope life will get better in the future... Well, not much plan for the next few days and also may nt be going out on weekends too.... I have added a few songs to the list....ENJOY=)

04 oct sat

2008-10-04T02:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went out with my good friend Okkar to town to meet another friend to finish work then, we had dinner around Marina Square. We had lots of fun catching up on the past stuff and so on....But just feel bad that Army really make a person waste a lot of time and really slows down the pace of my life. Then again, it's an experience that i have gained that would last me a lifetime.....

LCPs Models

Then at night my mum, sis and I ......we had a good chat till 3am . We just talk abt our work stuff and says out all the things that makes you feels angry inside. It feels really good have a good talk especially to your family members.

Today i went to temple to pray and these are some of the picts that i have taken......

Zodiac Ox { DaD & Me }

Zodiac Dragon { Mum & SiS }

Zodiac Rabbit { Joey }

Well, after this weekends have to go back to camp and start the hectic work again. Anyway i can do it, since i am left with only 11 more mths to ORD . jia you jia you ba.....In the past i use to have someone cheering out for me but nw i have to cheer for myself le... And wish all the best to her future and take good care of your health=)

28th sun 08

2008-09-28T20:31:00.000-07:00

I worked the whole day at King's hotel again......The first shift of the morning was very tiring and worst of all, going to the hotel made me waste $5 on taking cab from Queenstown Mrt.But lucky for me, I managed to earned that back with an interest of another $5 from the Hong Bao that i get from the groom in the morning. hahaha...yeah. Lucky Sunday for me i guess.

It gets really dark before the fun-fair....

At night, i had lots of fun working together with all the ppl at the hotel. Mostly might be because, there was a girl sitted at the table i was assigned to but she had that kind of girl which had attitude look and look dao like that. Then again, she had no choice but to say thx again and again, everytime i served her drinks. ahahaha...lol, thinking of the way she look and sounded, she made me laugh. Most of all i nw had one elder sister le. Her name is Dan Dan aka Grace. As for how she became my elder sister, it will be a secret...heehee=P

On mon, back to camp again le....Life back to boring days again. SO are the days of my Life....Haizz...

27 sept 08

2008-09-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

Finally after so long, on last sat, i went back to work part-time back at King's hotel. Met alot of old friends. All of them ask me why so long never come to work liao....And guess what Dan Dan still remember me lor. She become more prettier liao!!haha..lol.

The couple for the nigt look compatible, for that day but in the video clip that they show during the dinner abt the journey of the couple, the groom reminded me of my past wit my ex. The reason is he love to kiss his bride cheeks. I so envy envy them wor!!

Picts of the happy couple!!

Maybe after so long never work, that day on sat, got a little bit of a cork up as i poured chinese tea to two guests who were drinking beer.... hahaha..Maybe i was too tired le. Haizz... My solution was to mix for myself 2 gls of Shandy during the working time and after end of work, 2 more gls of beer. It felt much better...but the funniest thing that happen on sat was after Feng Jie and I finished clearing all our tables, and the time still left 5 mins to off work so both of us went to hide in the toilet. Hahahaha...lol.

26 Sept 08

2008-09-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

I am beginning to enjoy my life without being attached. Really got a lot of freedom......I go where i want , and dun need to care for what other ppl think and so on. Well, what do u know, i got early release today and i went to Jurong Point and loiter......Went to play arcade, grab some bites and walk from shops to shops. Anyway, this weekend gotta work, outside.....Needz to save up some $$ lor.

19 Sept 08

2008-09-19T06:30:00.000-07:00

Thanks to my one and only one beloved sister for treating me to see movie yesterday at JP (GV) Mei mei dun worry, i will keep by my promise what i am suppose to get for you. I was beginning to feel that i was gonna be drop dead after my CMR thinge....We went to watch the show Bangkok Dangerous. Nt a bad movie for me, even though the story line was nt too good...

5/10 rating.....

Tomorrow i got guard duty for sat. Today went for Tekong Challenge, and passed by Tampines again. As usual, memories came back......I should thank her for leaving me so much of memories to last me a lifetime.

11sept 08

2008-09-10T12:27:00.000-07:00

I jux cant think, that friends also can be so calculating.....Maybe nw i know why bro, u hardly make lots of friends. It was fun to went out for movie, even though the movie was nt really my type of movie. And since i have promised, i would jolly well keep by my promise.

4/10 rating....

I cant understand why u will change so much just to pleases a girl. You did ask me whether we are going for movie and i answer yes, but i was nt even consulted that it was @ Ang Mo Kio Hub. Later, you wanted to play pool, since you are going to semb camp for driving lesson, I dun mind sacrificing and accompanying u. I just feel that if you want to draw a line on the friendship and money matter, say so in the first place. Just feel fuck-up with you tellin me, we spilt money for the pop corn and playin for the pool.

Anyway, just for ur info i did not even make it for my last train. Lucky Jet was more of a friend, send me back home even though he stays at Yishun. I feel that all those things you tell me back in the recourse are just pure bullshit. Anyway, thx for lettin me know ur true colors after tonight. Friends really do changes, jux to get gals and when they are single again, come back to u again....WTF!!! And lastly, Jazznin it was nice knowing you. I am who i am, truthful to friend and will never hide my emotion and unhappiness to anyone. I would rather make it known to that person than to be very fake and still able to smile.

7th Sept Sun

2008-09-07T08:13:00.000-07:00

As life goes on, it's time to learn more and more about responsibility. And i realize that everything i do is affecting the people around me. So i want to take this time out to apologize for things i have done and things that haven't occur yet. And things that they don't want to take responsible for......

I'm sorry for the wrong things, I've done.

I am sorry for all the things that I've put you through.

I am sorry that your life turn out this way .

You can put the blame on me.....

I am sorry that it took so long for me to realize.

I am sorry for those tears that I've made you fall.

You can put the blame on me....You can put the blame on me...

2nd Sept 08

2008-09-01T17:17:00.000-07:00

Finally, my 2 mths of tough training back @ Tekong is over!!! And the best presents that i have achieved during this 2 mths is lots of experiences, making some new friends, becoming more responsible and lastly high fever on my last 3 days of coming back to S'pore.

So my LCP is on the way and hope to achieved CPL before end of this year. Yesterday was B'dae of someone special that once meant so much in my life. Well, i may have been long forgotten for her. Everyday i told myself that it will be a better day. Sometimes it seems to get better, sometimes not.

2 days ago, i ask my folks whether is it alright, if i dun get attached and would take care of them till they pass away. They were quite alright and gave me an answer by saying as long as it makes me happy. But i was told to take good care of my sis no matter what happens. Family warmness is enough to satisfy me.

23rd sat Aug

2008-08-22T10:41:00.000-07:00

It has been a very dreadful day for me.......As much as i would lke to go out and have fun, i could nt bring myself to have that pleasure. Before that, i had a 6 days of outfield, which lasted like hell. I m nw havin a bad flu and a bad cough. All i ask is that why till this very day, why i cant forget abt my ex. I yearn to go and look for her and every night when i closes my eyes, all my thoughts are filled with her. Why is this so...??

The only reason that is stopping myself from looking up on her is that i dun wan to see her tears falling again and ending up getting hurt from me again. Well, this very moment i m writing this blog, i have drink quite a number of beers, to numb myself from thinking so much of her. Everytime when i get to book-out i dun feel the joy and happiness like the rest of my friends.

I am so confused!!! I guess she may now have gotten in SIM and hope she is having a better like without the likes of me. Nw i hardly talk to girls and even look straight into their eyes. I m afraid of hurting them and that is all i do......I am such an asshole. I am useless. i cant even make keep the girl that i love so much so what more am i qualified to ever fall in love again.....

09 aug sat

2008-08-09T11:00:00.000-07:00

It has been a pleasant day for me to spend my NDP at home till 8pm then went out wit my sis and cousin. I think i am getting too much use to the lifestyle of sleeping at 2130hrs and waking up early at 0530hrs. Even so on my saturday. I woke up as early as 0530hrs and brush my teeth and only to realised after that i am actually nt at camp. Silly me!!!

Next week is my fieldcamp week and after that say goodbye to BMTC le!!!

Recenly i have found out abt myself that i can be looking at girls and may want to chase them but do nt want to go through the process of a relationship. But definately nt casual sex for me....
Anyway, CLIFF hereby wish everyone a happy National Day. And definately all the best to those protecting the island of S'pore.

03 Aug Sun

2008-08-02T23:06:00.001-07:00

Finally one more weekend again.....Time really pass very fast. 3 more weeks to get out from Tekong.

Why I might stay Single....

From nw on i wont have anymore family pressure and will be allowed to pursue my own path in life. Also because i don't think women should be viewed as trophies to be conquered or collected-I believe the best thing men can offer women is friendship founded on honesty and respect first and foremost, and anything else beyond that is a bonus. Loneliness isn't a problem. I'm happy in my own space and skin, and don't really see the need for drastic change.

So if I am perfectly honest, there is a small part of me that envies the couples on the street and wants to believe that the real reason I'm single is what some friendshave told me: "It's simple- you're single because you haven't met the right woman and can't forget the one and only from the Hotel Attachment."

26 Jul 08 Sat

2008-07-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

It has been a total of 1 month since i went back to Tekong. Time really do pass very quickly. Already been in service at NS for already 10 months le, dunno why but i dun take a fancy at girls anymore since the last time i broke up. Training maybe tough but it is the least i can do to serve the country.

Everyday i would tell myself that Cliff, you are very fortunate to be able to training and do things that other even couldn't do. Others told me that i have really matured, temper has gone down too. Well, 1 more month to complete my training , then back to my unit. Nw and then everytime i have to travel to all the way to Pasir Ris Mrt Station, lots of memories would come back. I try to go on like i never knew you, but all the more i am trying it get harder to go on. Life has to go on. I knew that.........So pain in the heart!!

26 Thu

2008-06-26T03:34:00.000-07:00

Finally i am going back Tekong for my recourse....I will miss my friend back @ camp. Lots of things has happened, Dear, i tried forgetting you but apparently i may not be able to. But there is one thing for sure, i have become a better a man. I have learned to control my temper and is able to see lots of things from a bigger view.

Anyway, everyone in life has to go on. Basically, i put in songs that give me inspiration when i am writing Blog while singing it aloud. Backstreet Boys jux rulez!!! Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely!!!

Honestly , Life in army has really changed me alot....I have become more and more independent, able to do lots of things based on my own judgment plus being more tan and more fit and muscular=) Last week, i went to Sentosa wit some friends and it was really nice, lots of memories came back....

Without you, within me, i cant find no rest. I pray for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all i'm going to be is, Incomplete.

123

2008-06-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

SO BORED!!!
EVEN ON A FRI NIGHT STILL HAVE TO STAY @ CAMP!!! TODAY FEEL SO STRESSED, AND DAMN HOT SO I ASKED ASH TO CUT MY HAIR OFF, SO VEXING SO VEXING....

17th Jun Tue

2008-06-16T23:33:00.000-07:00

Life in army has becoming more and more dull for me. Just passing by day after day. And my habit of going out clubbing and pubbing has become more and more frequent. Dunno today why i totally have no appetite to eat anything today. Everything that i ate, all jux vomitted out back.

Well, i thought i could at least get a B'dae off from camp but who knows, my officer is so xiao on. This is a privilege but nt an entitlement. So, i had no other choice but to keep quiet and do my work. Nw, all i wanted to do was to have a gal who will always be there for me.

Maybe today also have to stay-in also. Tomorrow have to become marshaller for the life run tomorrow. Why like that??? And also by end of this month, i am going back to Pulau Tekong for my re-BMT coure which i was posted out because of a left shoulder dislocation. Oh, just as well....Just have to take one step at a time.

P.S. I feel like i am going crazy over you. Thinking of you and so far what you have messaged were all jux a concern for a friend???

14 Jun Sat

2008-06-14T05:38:00.000-07:00

Ministry Of Sound

I had a total of 8 friends went to celebrate for my B'dae at M.O.S!! Unfortunately, had 1 of my friend, Paul was drunk before we even went into the club and we send him back home on the cab. Well, cant help it... THere were Ash, Eddie, Zac, Amandeep, Paul, Michael, Shine and ME!! It was all guys night!!

That was way cool.....I was a bit tipsy only, really cant hold my liquor very well on that day. Haizz..

Me & Eddie

By the way, on Fri nigh..there were alot of shemales down at there. I was at first very amazed to see them more feminine and more sexier than others girls. But only to found out, they were there to find potential customers. Which i guess is probably, a handjob or may even be BJ. Thank GoD, i was nt hooked up!!!

After the club ended, Only Eddie, Amandeep, Zac and me ...We went back to camp to sleep. Except that poor Eddie has duty on sat. Bro, keep it up i will keep my promise to u on Mon=)
I reached back home around 1 pm plus, after eating lunch outside wit Zac.

Got back home and slept all the way, till someone msg me..haha=P

P.S. What if i still cant forgotten over u...?? Is that right or wrong...??

09 Jun Mon

2008-06-09T01:29:00.000-07:00

Been too long nt being to update the blog again..On Fri, had my guard duty and on sat, Out-Pro day and on Sun guard duty again. I guess this month too many guard duty liao. And also on sat, went to SMU to find someone but was been rejected very badly and guess i was too tired and stressed so had a bit of conflict. Well, what happen in the past is already in the past.

Life is becoming a bit of a dull for me in the camp. Seriously!! No matter how much happiness i try to find, even outside camp it seem to be empty inside. Nw i jux like seem to be waiting for someone messages every single day. Every hour, every minute and every second......Well, i jux wan that someone to know that everyone has their past and all of us learn from our past relationship and as long as we try to make it right and learn from our mistakes and make it right, there is no regrets or what so ever=)

Finally today i can managed to book-out after 3 days in camp. My mum , cousin and sis missed me already. They called to ask me today if i am coming back home. I missed home already..
Wish there will be someone that i luv and hope that someone will be there for me. I am a simple guy and even if my future gf cant cook or even do housework, i wont mind a single bit. Cos i believe that i will marry the gal that i luv and to bring her nothing but happiness.

P.S. It's time to move on wit LiFE.....TiMe wait for no one.

04 jun wed

2008-06-04T07:51:00.001-07:00

Today had a very tiring life-run. Ran a total of 6km.....So tired. By the way, i will be a bit kindda busy on thu and fri. And also yesterday, i want to apologise to someone for nt facing up to her, i think i m shy..=)

Well, these pict below are the picts i have taken during my younger sister Ngee Ann Poly Graduation day. Enjoy..

EveryOne says i m her Bf??

Little Sister all grown up.

Models....??

Happy Family.

Is she a Model..??

P.S. I am sorry if i have fly kite on someone or even scared of meeting her. Maybe i am scared of falling down all over again.

30 may fri

2008-05-30T05:32:00.000-07:00

I think i m abit becoming lazy to update e Blog.... Haizz so sad!! Yesterday was my Out-Pro day and i was very amazed to have coped very well, wit a CSS Spec job as well as handling of medical stores. Well, what to do?? Nw Cliff has become a legend!! haha=D

From today, my little brother in camp and i have started to plan to have our next BiG ParTy BanG at outside on e very date of 13th Jun Fri. Yes, that is exactly two days before my 23rd B'dae. I'm gonna go crazy on that night. Most of all i hope to have e BesT present from someone is an answer which she still haven told me....Yes, you!! Erm heem, you know who u are=)haha..

Here is a pict of a butterfly which flew into my bunk a few days ago when i was staying in=)

ButterFly!!

Here is my two top models for last time when we all went out to M.O.S......

Bollywood StaR
Amandeep Singh founder of Singlish

Golden Horse Award
Shi Fang aka Fang Fang

And lastly to my good bro, Shafiee who have gotten chicken pox and gotten MC of 10 days to rest at home. Wow...Envy envy!!! Hope u get well soon. And hope to see all my friends be happy always. Lastly i hope my friend Brian would get to know of a gal soon so he would stop asking me to intro gals to him. Zac also , nw becoming more and more cool=) Very soon going to be my cover boy for e next issue le..

P.S. DonT dwell on ur past. What is the use if he/she dun bother abt ur feeling and left you. Life still has to go on right?? Treasure those who really cares for you =)

24 may Sat

2008-05-24T03:32:00.000-07:00

These few days, guess i m getting too lazy to update the blog. What has happen recently erm, back to camp then back to home. I am trying to keep myself alive from all of those things happening and i nw began to have a habit of looking at the sunset from my window, when the beautiful lights of the sun is shimmering at the clouds. That's really beautiful....

Evening Sunset

Well, Man U won e champions league!! That's great....One of my friend too, have broken up wit his gf, well, that's sad.....I couldn't care less. Who bothers and cares to show concerns when i m down and all alone..?? No One!! I was born to this world all alone so what do i have to care, if i have people caring for me or not.

Life and Death doesn't matter even a bit to me anymore. Jux that i will really feel pain and sad to see my Dear mum shedding her tears again. Tomorrow i'm on duty. It will be a long Sun duty for me......At times i feel as though a snake is inside of me slowly slowly devouring my heart. Feel so pain inside.

P.S. Commitment in a relationship is all bullsh1t. What's more important, is being understanding to your partners. WHAT is the matter with ppl...?? WHY bother to go into a relationship when you are going to end up breaking-up....???

20 may Tue

2008-05-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

For a very long time, i have not updated for a long time.....One reason, cos weekends too busy going out wit friends, and on weekdays at camp, busy keeping FIT!! haizz... Yesterday on th e Vesak, went to pray at the Burmese Temple. Really alot of ppl....WoW, i even donated for the ppl back in e country.

I am really a Buddhist=)

Recently, i have really been thinking if i should start back on a new relationship??? Even if so, will this really particular gal, aka, ms piggy accept me or nt?? I dunno.... i ain't kidding around no more...jux wan to be wit someone be happy for many years to come....Think abt it?? I feel that it is more of an understanding and thinking for one another is the way to a really long term relationship.

@ Bugis street on SuN.

Lastly, i on Thu have my camp, Games Day, and i hope to win medals for my IPPT challenge, Street Soccer challenge and Frisbee challenge. All the BesT CliFF.....

My Cousin and grumpy me=(

P.S. It takes both hands to produce a clap so is a relationship. Do treasure ur partners when u have chosen her/him to be ur bf/gf.

13 may tue

2008-05-13T03:47:00.000-07:00

Today managed to finish quite a lot of work before the lunch time....cant figure out why, even when there is no in-camp training, also got so many work. I jux hated life in army, why muz it be all guys have to serve army even when nw in this 21st century in this world no more war and so on. WTF??? Really damn, wasting alot of time. I lost my ex, due to e peer pressure of the army, partly!! And nw i feel as if i have no more life of my own.....

Today, managed to get a half-day off from my officer for the whole of HQ company and planned to go movie with my sis at night, but guess what, it got screwed up again....Everything jux doesn't seem to go right. Like what one of my friend say, Life maybe stressful and it cant be a bed of roses. It maybe true, but sleeping on the bed of roses with thorns ain't good either!! I bring only pain and sorrow to those whom i love and care for.

The Darkness Within Me!!

ArrH!! ArrH!! So much pain, only to be kept deep within myself.....

12 may mon

2008-05-12T04:30:00.000-07:00

Sry ppl forgot to update blog on sun which is Mother Day....Well, cliff hereby wishes all e mothers in the world a Happy Mothers Day=) The whole family went to eat steamboat at bugis (treat from cliff) and my little mei mei, bought for my mum a watch...... Here are some picts taken on the day of sun.

@ bugis there!!

mei mei so cute!!

Both of us gettin Naughty!!

This morning at monday gotta wake up so late....But my past two weekend has been very pleasant, cos i gotta know of a new friend her nick is angela=) It was pretty cool....Most of all she still misses a friend of mine in camp namely Li Bin aka Vietnamese man. So hope i can help her out=P

Well, this morning on the bus 246 to JP, this is what i saw and taken on the bus. This man, sleeping with both of his legs open and puttin it ontop of the upper and front deck. Hopefully he got wear underwear inside.

Haizz!!

Lastly today at camp very busy like hell....But since i have promised to a pretty gal, so i have to keep my promise. I went up to the blog and as usual, there he was jux woke up from afternoon nap at 2 pm..... Later, before going back home i got li bing to pose dao pics for me and then, act cute pics for me.....hahaha...here are picts of his silly yet, kinda cute pics. Enjoy them=)

Bin jux woke up!!

LooKIn cool!!

He can be cute too!!

P.S. That's all i have for today.....Hope all my friends and you, yes you looking @ my blog, dun be sad le...Be happy always!!!!!

10 May Fri

2008-05-09T09:14:00.000-07:00

Finally an another weekend is on the way....Everyday seems to pass very very slowly especially when you are in army!!! Today Out-Pro, I have to work like till nearly 10pm then finish all my jobs. Worst of all nt because i am slow, but wait for this and that......Things get drag on and on. So, tired today lor!!! But today kindda lucky, found a bag which i liked when i went to the e-mart to see and i found it today..Yeah!!!

Reach home around 11 plus like that...but lucky, my dad bought for me chix rice and waited for me to get back home. Shag but still had to shower and i just sat down on the showering room and let the water sprinkle on me. So shiok!!!

Well, i am going to sleep soon le. My eyes are shutting!! Nitez Guys and Gals!!!

Posted on 11th May Sat 12.20am....

08 May Thu

2008-05-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

Well, for today I did not go home from camp again....Yesterday was my guardduty at camp and the reason for today was, I had no one to talk to especially my personal thing at home. Even though i had my parents and a younger sister, all of them have their stress and got their own things to do. In the past, my ex- who would listen to all my complain and all the stress that i had in the day. Well, i now understand why till nw, i cant get over her.

So, i stayed back at camp, with my friend Ashahry cos i really dun have anyone to go out and what i mean is hang out. Not at the club or pub. Just normal hang out. I went to play soccer just nw, with some of the other ppl that stayed back in camp from other team. It was really nice to be playing back e game i use to love and have since quitted since i dislocate my shoulder before.

Well, tomorrow will be my TM2 Out-Pro, which means the NS-Men are going back home, after settling all the handing over and all the stuff, i guess i can go home nw=) Just nw I heard from a radion station, To really understand a woman is to know what she is thinking in her mind. I can be good at all the things that i am doing nw, but till nw i cant really know what a girl really wants that's why for the past 3 relationship, i have failed!!!

I do not like to hide my personal secrets and as long as a person is true to me and honest with me, i will treat them the same. Hope tonight i can get a good night sleep tonight.....

P.S. GooD night to all my Loves Ones!!

06 May Tue

2008-05-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

It has been a very sad week for me and all the ppl staying abroad from Myanmar. It has been the worst disaster that has ever happened to Myanmar, the country i was born at!! At least 351 ppl were killed and the rate is increasing. From at report from television channel MRTV, 20,000 houses have been destroyed on Haing Gyi island, and 92,706 ppl are nw homeless.... It is already bad to have military ruling the ppl in the country. Nw, come the natural disaster!!

Here are some pict the ppl in Myanmar are suffering!!!

Shophouses also in a wreck!!

Even water is needed for rationing=(

Trees and signboards everywhere..

Everything is in a mess!!

Lastly, for this few days i kept having dream of my ex-gf and my only younger sister, both of them wearing burmese traditional costume and waving at me from a far. They both really look good in that but i dun understand why, i am having that same dream for the past 3 night...
Can anybody tell me why??

P.S. This weekend i will be making my way to the Burmese Temple to pray for the ppl....

(posted on 06 May Tue- 10.47pm)

04 May Sun

2008-05-04T08:36:00.000-07:00

Why is S'pore gettin so damn, hot these few days!!! Going out to town also becoming a problems, worst of all working in the army wearing the uniform to work. Recently, maybe because of the weather i am becoming kinda grumpy...

Well, recently the only gal that i accompanied to go shopping has become my one and only sister. What to do??...BoH PiaN!!Haizz...haha!! Still muz thank mei mei, for buying for me a shirt today.

New Shirt!!

I hope to lose @ least 5kg this month.... The reason why, i also dunno..not because i am fat, jux wants to build up more on the body. Aim on getting six packs, hahaha!! And also tonight, i was arranging my wardrobe, i found all these send to me by my ex. Dunno why till this very day, i still keep, dun feel like throwing away. But also dun want to watch them too long, jux incase i become too EMO again, so i kept them back inside.

HopEs & DreamS

Tomorrow back to camp again....That would be the last week of the NS men, in-camp and after that i cant take leave or OFF to relax.

P.S. Girlfriends?? Nah!! When i have me, myself and I to accompany Cliff=)

02 May Fri

2008-05-02T07:32:00.000-07:00

Wow been quite some time never updated the blog!! Just feeling lazy to use computer, i guess...hahaha!! By the way, last wed one of my friend name Shafiee and I went M.O.S on the ladies night. Yes, before the Labour Day, which is a public holiday and i had to do my guard duty at camp. SO IrriTating!!

Shafiee aka "Eskimo"

Been so long, never really go clubbing and that day was so happening....M.O.S has some changes too and the crowd have changed too. Nw, more and more ppls are dancing to the shuffling...WoW that is way cool, i jux LuV shuffling to the Trance music.

To M.O.S!!

Alright ppl, here is a little tips for you to save on some bucks when u go clubbing to expensive clubs like M.O.S. Go to a 7-11 shop to get a small btl of vodka or a gin then, a btl of craneberry juice. total will cost u only 21 plus. Much more worth it than going to buy drinks at the club which cant get ya feel high right???....I have tried and It works for me, That is some serious sh1t taught to me by Shafiee, the master of clubber and he can shuffle damn cool too.

Well, that's all for nw....Chillz OuT!! HoPe To go MoRe HappeninG PlAcEs=)

P.S. Nw that I am all alone, i dun have to report to anyone, and do whatever i want, and go home whenever i want!!

29 Apr Tue

2008-04-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

If you really love someone and think for their behalf, I should not bind her down and keep lingering onto her. What is yours is yours!!What is not yours is not yours!! There is no point making each other unhappy. I came to a conclusion, after this very day is e 100th day that we broke up. Especially in the past 2 days, when i stayed back in camp for the night. Lots of things were on my mind, so vexing....

Thank you bao bei!! You will never be forgotten and will always stay a part in my heart=) GooD Luck for your Future and hope you will find a really nice guy that treat you real good.

P.S. Cliff nw has grown more wiser and has learn to see things at a different angle.

songs2

2008-04-27T02:25:00.000-07:00

殺手
作詞：林秋離　作曲：林俊傑

絕對的完美一雙手

不流汗也不發抖

交叉在微笑的背後　暗藏危險的輪廓

在你最放鬆的時候　絕不帶著任何感情就下手　從來不回頭

開始的感覺　不會痛　不會痛　放大的瞳孔　就像作夢

幸福的錯覺　很溫暖　很包容　也許還期待

這是致命的衝動　你不懂　我不懂

究竟殺手爲什麽存在　因爲愛　還是未知漸憎?

＃心情放鬆搖擺　在妳三百米之外　數著心跳等待　所有念頭全拋開

　鎖起來　進來　這美麗的悲哀　這是愛　就是愛　全世界都不明白

＊心情停止搖擺　在妳三百米之外　感覺饑餓難耐　需要妳填滿空白

　鎖起來　進來　這美麗的悲哀　這是愛　就是愛　只有妳明白

Repeat all once,＃,＊

songs

2008-04-27T02:24:00.000-07:00

【演唱】:林俊杰
【专辑】:第二天堂
江南
林俊杰

风到这里就是粘

粘住过客的思念

雨到了这里缠成线

缠着我们留恋人世间

你在身边就是缘

缘分写在三生石上面

爱有万分之一甜

宁愿我就葬在这一天

圈圈园园圈圈

甜甜粘粘甜甜的我

深深看你的脸

生气的温柔

埋怨的温柔的脸

不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们

都以为相爱就像风云的善变

相信爱一天

抵过永远

在这一刹那冻结了时间

不懂怎么表现温柔的我们

还以为殉情只是古老的传言

离愁能有多痛

痛有多浓

当梦被埋在江南烟雨中

心碎了才懂

嗯~~~
耶~~~
music...

圈圈园园圈圈

甜甜粘粘甜甜的我

深深看你的脸

生气的温柔

埋怨的温柔的脸

不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们

都以为相爱就像风云的善变

相信爱一天

抵过永远

在这一刹那冻结了时间

不懂怎么表现温柔的我们

还以为殉情只是古老的传言

离愁能有多痛

痛有多浓

当梦被埋在江南烟雨中

心碎了才懂

嗯~~~
相信爱一天

抵过永远

在这一刹那冻结了时间

不懂怎么表现温柔的我们

还以为殉情只是古老的传言

离愁能有多痛

痛有多浓

当梦被埋在江南烟雨中

心碎了才懂
music...
嗯~~~
耶~~~

26 Apr Sat

2008-04-26T02:02:00.000-07:00

Finally today get to rest and do my own free time thinge=) This morning woke up damn early and went to embassy in the morning 9am plus. If ya want to know why i went to the embassy, i rather not talk abt it, hates talking abt politics!!!

Later, my mum, sis and I, we went to orchard to walk walk and had something simple at one of the foodcourt. Today happen to forget to bring my phone to take picts but also maybe lucky that, when u came back home, i had a missed call from my officer. Haha..maybe not bring my phone out might be a blessing in disguise=)

Well, here is a V-necked T-shirt i bought at Marina Square. Guess what, i was surprised that i was still given a further discount of 40% cos the shop is gonna close soon.

NeW shirt=)

Here is a new Canvas shoes that my mum bought for me. Very very cheap....Today is a happy day for me i guess=)

NeW ShoE

Well, i once had a thought that she might be avoiding me so much and from lovers to total strangers is like very unbelievable. So, maybe she might have another guy to love in her life. This is only what i am assuming......Usually gals will have what they call their 7th sense, but for guys we would analyze the problem and come to a solution. So, if my guess is right, hope she is happy wherever u are!!

P.S. Be Happy Wherever You Are!!

23rd Apr Wed

2008-04-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

Today has been a really bad day for me. All the trouble seems to come look for me, regardless of big or small. Very Very tiring, and Life has never been the same without her again. I am really happy and glad to have a good friend (buddy) like him. Really, those words are meant from the bottom of my HearT!! Thx alot Zac.... U saved my day time and again...

Tonight had my dinner very very late, nearly to 9pm then, pack food from outside and bring back to camp to have it. By the way, i jux dun have e mood to go back home to do anything=(
LiFe in army really sux, and worst if ya have broken up wit ur gal. This week also cant even take leave or off from camp.

Damn those officers and my warrant officer. Sometimes, you will feel that life in army is like being in a jail, except that you can walk around and book-out. Still, no matter you like the job or not, you have to suck thumb and do it!! Haizz, @#$%^&*@#$%^&*. How i wish i could just disappear from this world without hurting those who care for me.

P.S. LIfe has never the same without your touches and hearing your voice.

22nd Apr Tue

2008-04-22T10:19:00.000-07:00

It has yet been a rainy day again=) I feel happy cos, i love rainy days....Today we had quite a long speech at the auditorium, listen to all the mission and vision of ITI and other institutes, for this year and also a speech by the commander himself. Well, it was quite slack since dun need to do work=)

Yeah, also my CQ today afternoon send me a msg saying Commander's PA sent an e mail to all,thanking some ppl in the camp and my name was highlighted. I am so happy.....I think it maybe because of that day when i went for my chinook ride and real took good care of their needs.hehe=)
By the way, this afternoon, the ppl from the whole camp went to see the army museum at the Discovery Channel. It was a great experience since you may not even get the time to go to see it.

ArmY MuseuM

After that, one of my camp mates which i cant revealed out his name jux yet, we went to town after the museum tour. We went to Suntec, Marina square( lots of my first memories wit her), then to Funan IT mall and lastly to the Arab street to have dinner and cesha. It was greta fun talking to him, giving me lots of great advices and sharing wit me lots of his problems too. I hope i can share what i talked with him but it's P&C for the moment.

{Bonsai Garden}
Jux outside Suntec

CesHa!!Yum Yum=P

THx bro, for taking me out and I really had a great time hanging out wit ya!! Nw i can think more clearly what i really wanted to do.=)

P.S. 请你原谅我！！

20 Apr Sun

2008-04-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

Today has truly been a resting day for me=) Got plenty of rest and had real good nasi briyani cooked by my beloved mum.....Thx mum for everything that you have done, till this very day.

Tonight, i kept my promise to my little mei mei to keep her accompany and i did it. We went GV at Jurong Point to see the new movie of Forbidden Kingdom. I would rate it 5/5 cos i liked it very much. Awesome fighting scenes, and very beautiful sceneries. Here is a pict of my little mei mei and I.

Many mistook us for Lovers=P

A very good phrase that i learn from the movie.

"Not forgetting those that you love and care before, might truly define the true meaning of" "immortality"

Well here are some of the characters and picts of the movie ..

Liu Yifei (Golden Swallow)
Jackie Chan (Drunken Immortal)
Li Bingbing (Evil Witch)

Michael Angarano (The Seeker)

Jet Li (Monkey King)

EnJoY the MovIE PPL!!!!

20th Apr Sun

2008-04-19T12:57:00.000-07:00

Let me share something with all the ppl out there abt guys which i experienced it myself when i went out wit two of my friends. When men get horny, they are willing to pay money to even go and find prostitute to have sex with.

On sat night, i went out with 2 of my friends to a pub in Geylang. Then there were Viet gals came in to accompany us, but i rejected the gal that want to accompany me. Reasons, dun wan to waste money on tippin, damn ugly and want to be faithful to my ex. So i jux had a gls of beer and chill out wit my two friends. And also, the ppl singing the KTV there, sounds horrible and all damn old songs.

Here is a pict of giant spider crabs. Seriously big and has very long legs...So creepy!!!

Dunno why ppl eat this??

Later, my friends say want to go walk, walk so we end up at Lor 8. To my surprise, i saw so may gals standing along the street, mostly China gals....They all have the looks plus the body, but i dun understand why muz do this kind of job??...Then who knows both of my friends went to what they will call it as fish tank. Basically, when u go in there, u will sit on the sofa and jux infront of u, is a transparent gls room wit the gals sitting in there, wit no.tags and when u have chosen the gal, jux tell the no. to the pimp and the gal will lead u to the private room.

After that, i do not know anymore wat services they provide...Cos both my friends went up, and i as a matter of fact did not, cos i feel that i m doing the bad thing which i can choose not to do it. It's like the devil is tempting u and if u choose to go wit the gal, u will fall into the devil's trap and go to hell. Haizz, so i waited for them outside for nearly 20mins.

Here is a pict of the gods statues and monk statues in one of my friend house, which i went to the other day. So many, until i was very shocked!!

See for urself=)

As to why i was very surprised abt is this, both my friends that i went out with are very decent and i cant believe they are so pro at this. So, look can really be deceiving!!!Got back home around 1 am plus, which i think is a total waste of my time....

P.S. 请你原谅我！！

19th Apr Sat

2008-04-18T19:01:00.000-07:00

For the past few days, i have been really busy with loads of work at camp, and only yesterday was my NS-men out-pro day. There is a good and bad news again!! Bad new is that, next week, i cant take any leave or off. And the good new is that, i do not have any more duty left for this month and next week wont be so tiring.

These few days, quite a lot of things are happening.... My sis blog got tags and posted by some anonymous, Gay sh1t and Les f@#$. No one bully my little mei mei except for me. I have walk all kinds of life, i know all types of ppl in S'pore more than those who pester her. Dun be so busybody, and walk away.....cos u wouldn't like to see me turn evil!!!

No One Touches my Family members or those whom I LuV and CarE abT!!

This is one of my favourite bottle, of dry Gin. Namely Bombay Sapphire..... Has a distinguish taste of gin to it and still taste nice when u have it neat or not=)

Bombay Sapphire

Well, tonight not sure going out wit a friend who currently have some trouble at outside. People may say loyalty cannot buy you food or things but for me, it can help me to make more friends and to personalized my character more deeper.

P.S. 请你原谅我！！

16 Apr Wed

2008-04-16T03:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i went for my first time in the whole life riding in a CH-47 Chinook (CH-47).It's so cool. Feels like really going for war like that. The moment when you see the Chinook, and started to run towards it, i can feel my adrenaline, pumping very fast and faster...Here is a pict of how a Chinook looks like=)

ChinooK(CH-47)

This is my bro, Zac again....I really wonder how can a person sleep like that??..I tried doing that, but cant even fall asleep. Maybe he is dreaming of becoming a boss, that's why!!haha...Bro, caught you on my candit camera...=P

The Sleeping Boss=P

Here are a few pict of somewhere before i took my helicopter ride. It was really a very nice place, facing the Tuas check-point and opposite is a golf course. Omg, how come, my friends Ash and Shawal suddenly appears in my picts??....haha.. that is the magic of photography.

ParadisE in S'pore??

Ash and Syawal=)

I reached back camp very late last night. Almost at 1am, and slept around 2 am plus ba. Today slept at camp for very long till 3pm like that, very tired after the chinook ride and go for alomost 5 to 6 km of road march, carrying my SBO, and life jacket. Hope tomorrow will be a better day=)

P.S.请你原谅我!!

14 Apr mon

2008-04-13T20:10:00.000-07:00

Nw is exactly 11.11am.... Back to camp as usual. And well, confirm got more and more "Sai Kang" to do. And also nw i am getting to dun like my Officer Warrant Aw more and more. Sometime, he is being very unreasonable, so i do my own things and do the things that he wants me to do. Other than that,i dun go and find him....

This is my good friend Zac, more like good bro at camp. He just cant get separated from me. Even if we are at business centre, he always sit next to me=) haha...lol. LooK!!

See I told Ya!!

Today thought can slack a bit at camp, but who knows gotta do so many sai kang job again. Been busy from after lunch till book-out time. Dun even have time to take a shower before going back home...Haizz!! When i got back home, i was so surprised, my little mei mei rushed into my room and sat on my lap and gave me a kiss on e cheek. WoW!! I guess she miss me for quite a few days already ba....Never chat wit her and listen to her problems.Sorry, mei mei, next time when gor, free accompany u go shopping k??..LuV Ya!!

Me & my little mei mei

Tonight gotta book in back again...Cos tomorrow i m going on a helicopter ride, more like CHENOOK!! CooL, it maybe once in a life time thinge like that so stay tune to this blog for more exciting adventures of (Me, Myself and CliFF) =)

P.S. 请你原谅我！！

13 Apr Sun

2008-04-12T21:12:00.000-07:00

It has been a very tiring day of 24 hr duty at camp for sat again.....Why in army must do so many sai kang?? And worst, the pay is so little like kiam siap!!! Before i book in on fri night, went to Jp to buy some snacks to there, and accidently took a pict of a couple right inside e pict, hugging and kissing. haha...Well, as long as they are happy being with one another, who care what other ppl think???

LooK @ the CentrE!!

And also heard from my friend who did the same day duty as me, Li Bing said, they are gonna have a week of (SOL) stoppage of leave. Which means they cant book out from camp!!So sad....The most funny thing was he keep cursing the Ltd Mike, and how bastard he was...hahas. Li Bing so funny!!!Well, that means my another bro Zac the Mac is also gonna SOL liao. Take care la, brothers....

Well, i'm gonna have a shut eye for a moment.

P.S. 请你原谅我！！

11 Apr Fri

2008-04-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

Tonight i have to book-in for my tomorrow duty. I had a very bad day at camp, got scolded by my Warrant officer. Most of all i had nobody to confide this too. At least in the past, i can call and tell her about it. But now, not anymore.....Even though, i go out with friend for club and pub, but all of those are just illusion to me.

I feel very lonely and will always think back those times being with her. It has been a total of 78 days separated from her. And also if i m alone, i just daze at the computer and would just write,
请你原谅我！dunno how many time. But just feel very sad inside. Well, i just hope that she will be happy everyday, taking good care of herself.

P.S. I LovE YoU!!

11 Apr Fri

2008-04-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i went to a club with a friend from camp. Life has been very bored at camp doing the same old thing everyday. That place was at Tanjong Pagar at a club call the "PLAY". Before that i went to a pub call the Tantaric bar to get a drink and it was call the blue spin. Woosh!! That drink is very strong, much more stronger than the long island tea itself.

My Friend, "FI"

@ the Club

After that we went to have some bites at the nearby coffeeshop. After that i came across a very beautiful place in Tanjong Pagar. It seems like a land-mark of that place. I had fun at the club, just dancing with my friend. Thx alot Fi, for sending me back home.

Tanjong Pagar Landmark

P.S. It's very hard for me to forget someone that i once love with my heart.

10 Apr Thu

2008-04-09T20:22:00.000-07:00

I really could not explain why i dream of my ex last night. And i could remember it very vividly in my mind till now. I hope nothing happens to her=)

Today has been quite a slack day, not much work to be done too. Also by the way, tonight i m going out with a friend from the camp. He say abt some Les night and stuff like that, so no harm following him and take a look.

P.S. What Would Life Be If We Had No Courage To Attempt Anything?

09 Apr Wed

2008-04-09T04:21:00.000-07:00

Today has been a very tiring day from as early as morning 6.30am till i get back to camp at 3pm.
Today there was an activity something like what they call the CMR...??Even i also dunno what is the actual meaning of that. As i had to reach camp damn early, so i rode my bicycle there and managed to reached at 7am. Ooh and i forget to tell u all that i actually had to wear CV=civilian clothes going outfield.

There were a total of 6 ppl, Sufian, Ash, Sapi, Fi, Ah deep, and me cliffy=) Ash and i was in the same team though. I dunno where that place was, but all you can see there was the birds, the bees and trees.haha =)

If ya luv greens and green color happen to be your Fav. color, pls join Army Nw=)

Here are some picts of what i saw when i was at outfield...

Cant even see a single thing in it.

Finally found my way out=)

Found this cricket when i was peeing=P

Reached back camp, take a rest then took a nice shower and prepare to book-out. Bro, Zac...today i managed to buy Neon Tetras, from a fish shop nearby and outside the camp. Currently, i have 10 of them, but i will raise my army of Neon Ninjas to hundreds...haha...

After that, i send another Fi,aka mama-san to the Giant supermarket via my bicycle. He sometime can be so horny!!!Haizz.... cant keep his hands to himself. But dun worry, he is a very nice guy with no bad intention. Well, that's all for today...gotta go and check on my Neon Ninjas nw =)

P.S. LiFe with GaLs or No GaLs Nw MaKe No DiFF fOr ClIff.haha..=P

08 Apr Tue

2008-04-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

Well nw i know why girls need a lot of sleep.....I came to realise that when i had the most longest sleep ever since i joined army. I slept from morning 10am till jux nw , 2.30pm...When i woke up, i feel my face was youth again and a few of the acne marks were not so obvious on my face.
So, for those guys having a relationship out there, dun blame ur gal for not waking up till 12pm or so because, if u wan them to be pretty and make others jealous that u have such a pretty galfriend.
Be considerate and show plenty of T.L.C ( tender, loving and care ) towards them=)

Here is a pict of what i have taken, very early in the morning before i went to camp.

DaWn Of e DusK

What's more i got a very nice calender of 2008 from my Encik, even though nw is already April of 2008. Anyway, thank u alot for the calender Encik=)

CaLeNdeR of ParAdIsE

A pict of two couple unwilling to get separated wit one another. Even though the guy is going away on the railway, the gal ran after it and gave the man of her love a very passionate kiss.

So LoViNg=)

P.S. If you see a dead end ahead, maybe there is a hope at the corner!!

06 Apr Sun

2008-04-06T06:10:00.000-07:00

I'm real sorry for not being able to update the blog for 2 days leh!!! On the Fri, i went to pub wit my friends after when i book out, and they came over to my house there to fetch me and we reached Tanjong Pagar there around 10pm plus ba....Before that, I forgot, i still got went out to have my dinner wit my bro, Zac at Clementi there and loiter around there around 9 plus like that.

It was a new pub and all of us had never been to there before, i think i was name Ocean Star. Well, lucky for me, i did not get a gal to keep me accompany there. Mostly was because another 3 of my friends were all malayu and so are those 3 gals that they asked to accompany with. Sufian was good to open a bottle of Chivas and all of us drink and drink. My face turned red at first but after that it was Ok!!

Luckily, my Bi-friend (Firdaus) was around and took me after that to his kind of club. It was very cool....My first time there though. haha...Before the ending of the club last 2 songs, there was a Chinese guy looking at me and coming over to me, then when Fi looked at him, he jux turned away. I asked him why and he told me, that guy wants to come over to tackle me. I was so surprised that guy or maybe (gay) wants to get to know me. WoW =D

Later reached home around 4am like that. Nw the funny thing is that after my break-up, i dun feel like going after gals and dun even bother to take a second glance at them.

P.S. LiFe is full of Bitter and Sweetness. Especially when ur in LoVe. I've experienced that and thx alot baby.

03 Apr Thu

2008-04-03T05:11:00.000-07:00

Today has been a very shag day for me=( After the In-Pro, still have to go and take the stuff for the under-slang!!Haizz.... Worst of all, later gotta book in back to camp for tomorrow in-camp IPPT. CliFF is like a busy little Bee.......hehe..=)

By the way, my bro, Zac got into trouble wit ISM again. The devil jux looved him alot. So, bro dun 笑笑 again, K?? Dun worry abt it, you are jux at the wrong place at the wrong time that's why, u unlucky!!!

Here are some picts i have taken for the day=P

So CuTe!!TaKinG an AftErooN NaP!!EvEnInG ThunderStorm!!

Well, i gotta go back to camp soon....I maybe on a very bad mood these days but I tell myself to be strong. CliFF 加油加油!!!

2nd April Wed

2008-04-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

LiFe has been the same today in camp!! Jux that since tomorrow will be In-Pro so gotta book in back later at night=(

By the way, jux wanna share some fashion style wit ya ppl that i read it on the magazine!!

Q : I've seen guys wearing polo shirts with collars flipped up. They give the impression that it's the right way of wearing polo shirts.Something tells me it's wrong.Why do they do this?

Example Like e Above

A : You're very observant, my friend.These boys/men you see wearing polo shirts with the collars flipped up are usually - from a very young age - deprived of their mother's love. That's why their obnoxious current selves seek to appeal to girls/women by trying to appear like they're cool and in control. Some make the extra effort to slide a pair of Oakley shades into their hair, which confuses the look further.

Are they coming or going?..Don't get me wrong: Wearing the polo collar up can be sexy and throw-caution-to-the-wind stylish. It's also perfectly acceptable if you happen to be a billionaire playboy on the green or a $120,000-a-week Premiere League footballer hanging loose in Malibu.For everyone else,it's a sign of inadequency.

( So e next time you see ppl wearing like that on the Mrt or even on Bus, think again whether they are rich or jux deprived of mother's love by acting cool) =)

==============PeAcE OuT FoR ThE NiTe==============

P.S. One more crucially important point. Scientists say a breakup is one of the most stressful life events there is, even more stressful than serving a jail term. So why bother even going into a relationship!!

April 1st Tue April fool day

2008-03-31T22:52:00.000-07:00

A happy first April fool days you all!! It has been a dull day for me=) After the very tiring guard duty for Mon night, practically drain my energy out and slept from tue morning 9am till 1.30pm...

SuN is SettInG

Thanks my bro, Shi Fang for not letting the guard duty ppl from the previous day to follow to take the under slang things from another camp...But i shoule be busy from nw, to do alot of work till the end of the day=)

But here i am ready to face a brand new day of the month, not really having to think abt her at all....I should really thank her alot for letting me gain up this experience in this relationship.

Not all gals are that simple, and what you always see are not always true. LooK can really be deceiving!!!

P.S : Give Nothing to your girlfriend, but take everything from them!!

31st mar Mon

2008-03-30T21:34:00.000-07:00

This is the last day of March and it had to land on a Happy Monday=). Apparently i am not because, i woke up a bit late for this morning and had to get a cab. Cost came up to $7 dollars plus...So heart pain!! Recently has been so GaranG, working out alot at the gym and also self train too.

Life run today was fun, and obviously Kanan, Zac and Li Bing was cool enough to run so fast wit me all e way in front of the pack. Went to gym after the run and did endurance training, it was fun.
By the way i wont be able to upload the pics today!! Got guard duty again lor... SiaN!!

Jux had my lunch at the cookhouse , and it was nice food at the Chinese food area. It was fish and chip but the fish was a bit soggy. Well, i am out for nw.. gotta have my good afternoon nap.

Having girlfriend sux!! They can tell you how much they love you and all the stuff but the next say break up and all. All are BitcheS of the world!!

P.S : Give nothing to your girlfriend, but take everything from them!!

30th mar sun

2008-03-30T00:41:00.000-07:00

Why must she make me turn into a bastard!! When i wanted to treat her nice and chase her back, she rejected me, time and again. But nw i guess i am really over. hahahas:p

Nothing in this world scares me. Thanks alot to my ex- Joey Low Yi Man!!

I am being sarcastic but do i care?..HeLL NO!! From nw i dun give a shit abt relationship anymore, i treat a gal nice, they will step all over me. So, i am turning to my dark side...Hey, dun worry abt me, i will be nice!!!hahahas....FuCkIn BiTCHeS<<

BeeR BuddiEs!!

By the way, these are the few picts i have taken, during my past few days of activity=)

The NexT RaMbo of ITI??

CLIFF & MANI

Mani & Amandeep

Currently in a fuck-up mood. Dun feel like doing anything shit, wtf is wit u cliff?? She is only a bitch that make use of you, so get over it and F.U.C.K all over again.=)

Peace Out=)

step up 2 vid

2008-03-28T00:14:00.000-07:00

this is the final dance vid for step up 2..enjoy ppl..PEACE!!

26 mar wed

2008-03-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

Definitely a very cool day that i had. Hahas!!At camp will be usual, morning go to gym, then played Frisbee, and bought mua breakfast from the Spec mass and went up to the bunk to have it. Before i went to bath, i managed to scare Sua Ning once again, while he was on the bed reading his book. Hahas=) .... Later, even in the shower room, Mani, Shi Fang, Zac and I was showering and i turned my shower head above and spray across towards them. hahas...so fun!!

Had lunch at the cook house, at 12.45pm. Today Chinese food for me. Braised pork meat wit salted vege. It was very delicious. Yum Yum!! Most of all I had my lunch with 2 of my officers. Warrant Teow and Warrant Chandran. After lunch, i went back to bunk to rest. Good life, finally in army i got kind of use to the life in there. Woke up at 4.30pm and prepared to get changed to get back home.

Since it was early, Zac, Amandeep, Raman, Jun Hao, Shafiee and me=) we all went out of camp to take the bus back to Jp Interchange. That is Shafiee looking shy from camera. Zac as usual enjoin his radio on e phone. Maybe he wants to be a radio station DJ...at station 369!! 0.0 hahas.

Shafiee LoooKin ShY!!

Future Radio DJ, Zac!!

As usual, Traffic jams again!! haizz... This cool pic i taken is Boon Lay staion wit SBS Transit reflected in the sky.

Jam Again!!

My Master Piece=)

One guy sitting opposite next to me, fallen asleep the moment he got on the bus. So ke lian!! Still got a long way back home=(

So Ke Lian!!

Tonight went to see movi. Step up 2, cool sia...Lots of handsome dudes and definately hot and sexy ladies. Yeah!! Learn to Believe, Respect, Love and Risk after watching this movie. Here are some pics of the movie.

CooL PosteR!!

HunK & Babe

Got back home at around 10.15pm. Well that would be all for nw=)

P.S : Even though you may have stopped loving me, but i cant stop loving YoU!!

25th Mar tue

2008-03-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

So many of my friends on Medical leave and OFF=( The whole camp was quiet!! Practically, i tidied up my own store early in the morning after the first parade wit my buddy i-pod=) hahas. After that i had no money to eat for breakfast so i brought a ration packet from e store to have it in the bunk. It was delicious:P

My HQ OffiCe

Later on as the cleaner was here to clean e bunks, i had to open up the rooms and stayed on to keep an eye on them too. They came at 11am, and did till nearly 3pm. I practically skipped my lunch because of work commitment. As i have said, i may not have rank but i have a responsibility to do my job well. Lucky, Shafiee treat me to a lunch at the Spec mass together with him. Thx alot bro....

Workers Cleaning e Bunk

Some picts i have taken while i was on the 6th floor over-seeing the cleaners cleaning the bunk. By the way, i had to climb all the way to the 6th floor, practically had no lift. haizz!! But today, something funny happened, i managed to scare 2 of my friends. More like two of my CQs, Mani and Sua Ning. If ya wanna know i will tell you myself, ask me k??

So High FRom 6th FlooR

As usual had my last parade at 5pm then, went to wait for my shuttle bus till 5.45pm back to Jp bus interchange. Lucky tonight did not have to cook at home to make my own dinner. My mum is giving me us a treat at the Boon Lay shopping centre there. That is the shop that i went tonight. I like the food they serve, it is really famous, i guessed cos got celebrities also came to eat here and left their photos. I dunno how they cook the food but it was tasty and i also managed to finish 2 plates of beehoon wit that=)

The Shop & e FooD I had TOnIgHt!!

Later my dad and mum got something on and went to a friend house who stayed nearby at Jurong Point area. Therefore, my sis and i had to managed our own way back and look we had a pict on the way back home. Well, i had to get to sleep soon le. Tomorrow had to wake up as early as 5.30am. Hope all my friends and joey all e best in everything that they do!!

My LittlE sis & me=)

P.S : A day of 24hr/1440mins/86400secs has passed. For that 86400secs, i am thinking of you.

24th mar Mon

2008-03-24T06:38:00.000-07:00

Today has yet been a tiring and a happy day. From the early morning, i went to run around the camp, then went to gym and later went to play badminton. So many exercises in the morning till 10.30am. It was tired at first but i began to enjoy working out so i can focus on one thing on my mind, with a healthy body and mind=)

ITI CaMp ArChiTECturE

Today i missed my lunch.Cos took a nap and forgot abt the time.So i had cup noodles instead.After that, it was time for work. Today is the Out-Pro day for the NS men. So happy for them but very sad for me because i will have lots of work to do on the next following days to come. Not only I but all my friends were all busy with their work, all working like a busy little bees.hahas..lol!!

LuncH FoR e DaY

Luckily I managed to finish work at 4.45pm before the last parade. Today never managed to changed my clothes cos not enough time to shower and then, had to hurry back home because it is going to rain very heavily leh!!

Talk of the devil, it really started to rain and it's like a down pour in just 1 mins like that omg!!
Lucky i had a friend from the Training branch had an umbrella to send me to take the shuttle bus. Thx alot Zawawi=) As usual, when it rains, S'pore confirm have traffic jam especially in the evening time.

TraFFic JaM Again!!

LooK i also found a heart shape frosted on the window of the bus. Dunno how it got there but I definately did not made it. I hope she will not catch a cold and fall sick with this weather. I luv raining day but since i was wearing my No.4 i cant get wet. If tomorrow rain again, i will definately book out in CV and walk in the rain for a long time=)

A Heart Shaped!!

P.S : I still LovES YoU aloT!!

23mar sun

2008-03-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today morning woke up so damn early....as early as 5.30am. Upon going to the washroom to wash my face, i was given a shock!! I thought i saw a vampire, from the reflection. I had a deep dark eye rings...Omg!! I muz have been workin so hard lately, even going for ration runs during the sat and sunday.

So EarLy In e MoRnInG!!!

I chose to ride to camp early via bicycle. Reached camp at 5.47am, saw Shi Fang miss call, i called him back and he told me not to be late. I scolded him back, i am already in the camp and i was not late lor, still got 3mins. Erm, Cliff has learned not to be late ever again, because of a gal that he had loved ever till this day, even though she doesn't want to msg or talk to him=( But he understand, still hopes for her to be happy.

Today went to OCS behind there for ration. Here is a pict i have taken. Today was kind of shag cos we had to do ration for e trainers not only breakfast but also lunch. I guess today all very tired and bound to go back home to have a good rest and dun go out chiong le!! Muz be like me, a good boy:P hahas.

BeHind OCS Academy!!

Oh by the way, this cute and chubby friend is our driver for this sat and sunday. When i took his pict, i see him so cute and his name is Ramadan. All of us finished ration at 3pm sharp. Erm, should be 2.59pm to be exact...hahas. After that Shi Fang, Firdause( SB ) and me went back home together. Having me to give SB a ride back to his house outside cos he lives nearby.

CuTesT DrivEr In ITI!!!

I had a good shower at home, and had my Lunch cum Dinner. Only to be disturbed by my little sis to go down for jogging wit her. But i rode my bicycle, cos i jux eaten my food =) Met my PC from Tekong cos he stay nearby. He already ORD 2 mths liao lor. So nice!! Well, i should be heading off to bed pretty soon too, had a tough day today. Wish all my friends and joey all the best in whatever things that they do and always be happy. Take good care of urself DeaR=)

22 mar sat

2008-03-22T01:59:00.000-07:00

Today has been a very good day for me, why partly cos nw is raining=) I woke up at around 8.35am. LooK at the clock below=)

After that i prepared to go camp camp for my ration run for my trainers lunch. I reached back camp at around 10.20am. My buddies in the details are my ration IC, Shifang,Sufian,Ashahry,Shaiful,Fidaus and finally me=) We packed all the meal boxes, lucky today only got 90 packets. After that we all load up everything into the tunnel.

After reaching there, we set up all the ration point but the trainers are no where to be seen....Anyway, all of us ate our lunch and the bloody mosquitos bite us. All of us got bitten....But i think Shaiful got bitten the most especially at the face. I got it at the neck, a mosquito love bite..hahas=) While waiting we had some fun in the out field, Here are some of the picts.

Can u spot us in there? Being camouflaged!!

Above are picts of the place that we went to.

Ashahry, Sufian & Shaiful

Finally the officers and my CO came for their lunch when it starts to rain. Haizz....nonetheless, it was nice to see them eating so hungrily and happily. They muz be so damn hungry after all that outfield exercises...After they have eaten, me and my team packed up and left the place. We reached back camp around 3pm plus...

Shifang and Me!!
Do we LooK like the Siamese twins?

Lucky ShiFang gave me a ride on his bicycle to the bus stop outside camp. Even though i am the one riding the bicycle:p haha. Thx alot Shi Fang. So, after that i reached back home around 4pm plus like that. I dunno if she will put up my testi that i gave joey throu friendster.I really hope she will put it up. Dear, i still love you till nw=)

21th Mar Fri

2008-03-21T04:10:00.000-07:00

Today is a very bad Friday for me....The war of words in the house begins. I hate them so much today, both of them. At first i thought of gettin back my sim card but after all those things that they said to me, blamimg everything onto me, i told her no matter what happen i will never get it back from her. No matter what happen, everything is all my fault. Whatever i did, i failed.....failed to keep her by my side, and nw even failing to chase her back.

I dun believe, that even as parents whatever that they did is everything correct, wont they even have a single mistake that fault them in their life. So, i jux keep my mouth shut and look away from them and jux tolerated both of their verbal torturing.
It was until they say about Joey, that even i cant keep her by my side and that may have hit the spot in my heart and tears began to flow from my eyes, one by one.....What they said maybe true, i regretted everything that i did in my whole life. Really wish i was not even born in this life so i wouldn't bring so much pain to all those ppl that i had loved so much.....This maybe the only one day, that i had talk the least in the whole of my life.

20th Mar thu

2008-03-20T03:43:00.000-07:00

Today is a totally bad day for me. Since yesterday, my mum again make a lot of noise saying my phone bill is so high and wanted me to change usin top up card. I got so fucking pissed off and take out e sim card from my hp, and threw it on the living room table in front of her. And told her, i am using my NSF pay to pay for my own bill and she still make so much noise. I say i die also dun wan to use top up card, at most die die they cannot contact me. I already, not taking any pocket money from them and that include not even touching my pay-check for my personal use.

So, i go and work part-time at outside still to earn for my own living. I feel that she is getting more and more unreasonable. Nw even saying that my sis and I should start paying for staying at this house. What the fuck is she talking about.??Isn't parents suppose to take care of their children and to provide us wit a roof over our head. It's not as if i am not going to take care of them when they both grow old. She already make me break off wit my galfriend. If she force me somemore, i everyday stay at camp better that way.

Today lucky managed to make it for the first bus and reached camp in time, even though i had not alarm from my phone. Had my breakfast bought from the Spec mass. After that take a short 1hr rest and went to do my ration detail. Today most of my guys in the detail are from armskote. Sometimes i feel that they like to slack and dun like to do the job together. It was only me and Shi Fang was carrying the tables and chairs to the 5 ton tunnel. What were they doing??2 of them on the tunnel waiting, WTF??1 already enough to do that. 1 more near the tunnel waiting for us again, to bring the tables and chairs. I dun wan to say their names, cos they know who they are.

The lunch ration to the Lim Chu Kang area, not the cemetary but an excercise traing ground for the army was quite smooth and fast. After that i reached back camp at around 2 plus. And congrats to my friend Lin Hao for getting back his pink IC today. ORD lor!!!I had dinner at camp before taking the last shuttle back home. Today got no photos lor....got no sim card in the phone so cant even take a single pics.

I hope you have taken your dinner....

All those things that we have gone through in the PAST will be remembered!!

Cherish the PRESENT time i get to think of u and hope to get back to u!!

Yearn to spend the FUTURE wit u, hand in hand, regardless of any difficulty!!

19th mar wed

2008-03-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

A good morning to her and all my good friends:) Overall, i could say that it has been quite a pleasant day for me. Mostly because, i love rainy days....feel as if heaven has heard my prayer and those tears that i could not force for it to flow out, replaced by letting them fell from the sky. Ever since young, i loved rain alot...even till now. If i am not in a hurry or anything, i love to stroll in the rain, feeling those little droplets falling on my face, hands and everywhere.

As i stayed in yesterday for the night, i woke up quite energetic for the morning live activity as early as 7am. Even though i was all alone staying back to sleep in the whole of Team2, i felt scared at first...but every time i do so, i would see the picts that i have taken with her and think of her will eventually make me more bolder. Because i am her superman and will always be there to protect her regardless of anything. Today i did quite a lot of work out, went to gym in the morning, then went to play team Frisbee and finally went to the street soccer court to play. Until it was around 11am that i went back to bunk, to take a shower.

It was only after my shower, that it started to rain. I feel so glad that today was raining. I wonder Tampines side also rain too..?? I hope you took your lunch regularly. I took my lunch from the Officer mass again, and after that went back to have an afternoon nap for 2 hrs before went back to work till 3.45pm.
Then went to do bunk cleaning with my bunkmates, more like bros....Zac(Mac), Shafiee(Sapi), Shawal(Shower) and Li Bin(Lazy Li)aka LL.hahas:) All of us work fast and cleaned up the place neat and tidy. Thx guys...Hope you guys dun blame me for acting like that, i just want all of us to stay in a clean and tidy place.Then at 5pm all of us went for our last parade and went back home.Reached home at around 6.30pm and found out that my dad had actually placed a fish tank rack in my room, Yippy....Like that i can finally get to rear those types of fish that can glow in the dark jux like havin stars in my room.And also my dad brought back a double tailed moon fighting fish....Super awesome.This pic for ya to see my bro Zac:)
Dear, pls dun skip your dinner k..?? If we get back together, i will not force you to eat your lunch again. We go eat those foods that you like, Korean, Japanese and even go for choc fondue.K??>..

P.S I LOVE YOU!!

A little joke

2008-03-18T03:23:00.000-07:00

The silly Little Bird

A little bird was flying south for the winter, it was so cold that the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.

While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.

As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realise how warm he was.

The dung was actually thawing him out!!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the little bird singing and came to investigate.

Following the sound, the cat discovered the little bird under the pile of dung and promptly dug him out and ate him up.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lesson Learned

Not everyone who shit on you is your enemy.
Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend
And when you are in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut.

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18th mar tue (6.10pm)

2008-03-18T02:47:00.000-07:00

I feel very stuffy inside of me right nw, dun feel happy today. Even though today was a very relax and a slacking day. Today all of us woke up as early as 6am, then went down to the ELISS center to set up the various roles of us conducting for the NS men IPPT. Lucky for me, i was only on stand by but still had to help set up the water point then, had my breakfast at the cook house.After that i went back to bunk to continue my sleep.

To my surprise, when i woke up at around 11am plus, all my buddies are all sleeping away too. I guess they too dun have any work to do today as well. Later at 2pm, i went down to the officer mass to buy some food. After eating, i went back to sleep again....this time round, i was like actually teleported back to the time when i just started to get to chase after her. Seeing her at the Gallery hotel (hskp) the first time, not even the face but only the back of her and even remembered, guiding her the ways and ropes of how to survive from all those colored wolfs in the hskp. Do u still remembered, i told you not to let other guys get too near you especially when you are sitting down. I used to come down and find you whenever i am doing mini-bar too and you will be smiling, every time you sees my face. We were mischievous and had lots of fun but our love for one another was true during the starting of our relationship at the Gallery hotel.

Baby, today i dun feel like going back home....So i am staying back at camp today. Tonight i guess i will be the only one staying back today. Just for respect towards towards my parents, i give a call to my mum and told her i m staying today, she just answer back ok??No questions asked back...I guess she must have known how deeply i loved you and the pain, i am feeling nw till this very day. Today i cant upload any pict cos i m currently using the computer from the business center at the camp. I am sorry :( Till this very day I still loves you very much...Pls forgive me and let us renew our love for one another once again. I hope you will be happy everyday.

17th Mar Mon

2008-03-17T04:10:00.000-07:00

Real sorry, for not being able to update e blog yesterday....by the time, i had finished from work, i straight went to book in back into the camp cos i had an in-pro. Meaning, the Ns Men coming back for re-service. As a result by the time i got back to the camp, it was already 12.45am and also had to wake up early at 6am. Anyway, it was fun today, cos i did a lot of work and i feel very great. A sense of achievement!!

Today lunch at camp was very full too. I had half a spring chicken, and had a pear for my dessert. Baby, are u eating well...??Hope u are no longer havin ur cramps again. If you are coming, then try not to drink too much cold drinks and dun shower cold showers at night k??... Dunno if you are reading this or not??Since i cant get to see u, cant chat over msn or even messaging, this maybe a little private place for me to express out my inner emotions. I hope u are happy everyday. You know that i always concern those that i love and care for a lot and dun like to see them upset.
By the way, even after lunch i had wanted to take a break up at the bunk but work forbid me so. Here is a pict of 2 of my sleepin beauty among the three that i had talk about:) Around 3.30pm I went to have my live activity. Went to the gym, and played street soccer till 4.45pm. Later went for my last parade and came back home at 6.30pm. Nw i will be going for my dinner at the Siong Siong over there e food court to celebrate my parents 24th wedding anniversary for tomorrow on the 18th Mar. Baby, hope to celebrate our anniversary wit u!!

15th mar Sat

2008-03-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

It has been a very pleasant morning, just that i have to wake up quite early in the morning 8.30am to prepare to go for the 9th div infantry family day at Angmoh Gwe camp. Some where around Yio Chu Kang area. My friend Shawal came to pick me up:) Thx Shawal....Kind of borng for me and he when we reach there cos, there are many ppl from other camp too, and i managed to saw 3 of my friends from our camp. So both of us did not stay much longer and he send me nack home. I reached home around 12 plus in the noon.By the way, before i left the house for camp, this is a pict of rainbow reflected from my dad's fish tank. Ppl say rainbow got 7 colors but no matter how i see, i saw only 4 colors.

I took a refreshing shower after that and took a pict of the clouds in the sky, so beautiful, floating in the sky so carefree and no burden like that:) I had my lunch and ironed all my clothes and went for a short nap at 3pm before going for part-time at the hotel. Baby i dreamt of you during my nap. You were smiling at me, and also dream of us going back to the time when we were at the K-box. I hope you are doing ok...!! Take good care of urself, and dun catch a cold at night:)

Woke up around 4.30pm and to get ready to go to work. Took a pict on the way to work. Today, was a wedding event.Both the couples have already married back at US and had a baby gal 12 mths old, and they came back jux to wed in Chinese Tradition again i guess. And also before the start of the banquet, they played a video clip of the bride and groom.. made me tot of how i wish it was my day yesterday. Use to have lots of hops and dreams in the past, but nw?? Well, i should be looking to the brighter side of life. At least i still have me, myself and Cliff. haha..lol:(
Some picts of Chinese wedding decos....enjoy.

I finished work finally at 11.12pm. So tiring, body aching all over!! Most of all, i yearn to hear your voice so much. even if you want me to talk to you on the phone also can....Cliff..cliff..what are you doing??Why are you missing her so much today?? Erm, i dunno how to explain, i just wish for her to e happy eeryday, even thought i dun get to see her. Reach home at 12.10am...and there was Jacky Wu variety show on, abt sweet loving couples. So sweet, so loving....but so heart pain!! I guess she and her little sis muz be watching, i cant watch anymore...Arrh, my heart pain. Better sleep early ba, tomorrow still got work at 10am.I wish her and all those i know be happy and healthy always:) Good Nitez..

15th Sat early mornin

2008-03-14T10:31:00.000-07:00

Until this late, i cnat still fall asleep....nw already 1.45am!! Not because i went to work at the hotel as part-time another is i misses texting and hearing her voice at night. And not that i want to peep at her msn, jux that i accidentally saw my sis was open and notice her shout out that she is havin gastric pain. Have u not been eating properly?? Hope she drink more warm water to ease the pain.

I'm real sry i cant be there for you right nw. I know that you wanted private time for yourself.I will respect your decision, I have been very selfish not thinking of how you might feel. All this while, you have been thinking for my good and I really should learn to be more independent and earn my own living:) Nw i can only pray and wish for you to get well.

Here is a pict i have taken wit from e hotel wit my uniform...Pls forgive me cos i still truly luv u.

14th Mar Fri

2008-03-14T01:19:00.000-07:00

I must say, today was a very fine day...unlike the past few days, been raining all the way. Even though i had to wake up early to catch the first shuttle bus at JP, i made it on time.Before 0700.

Yesterday night i dream of her again, really hope she can hear what i want to say, I am willing to change for her and to face up and to promises to her that all that problems that once caused our break-up will never ever appear again.I miss U!!

My bro, Zac was late for the morning activity but was lucky cos my Officer was not around. So, all of us went to the gym to do our exercises. I am training on my arms so I hope to pass IPPT on the pull-up station. I believe i can do it...After, the gym all the SSG went to open up their own individual stores for my Maj for inspection before the next In-Pro. To my surprise, when i open up the laundry room, I saw the big spider again....It totally freaks me out. But i finally pick up my courage to use a wodden plank to make it go away, before that, here are some of the picts i have taken....My another good friend Firdaus takin wit the Spidey:D....After the stores check, all of us went back to the bunk. And as usual, the 3 sleeping beauty was indeed in the bunk sleeping. Princess Li Bing, Princess Lin Hao and Princess Zac. haha..lol:P
I changed into my No.4 and went to have my lunch at the cookhouse. Well, lucky i managed to get an OFF pass for the afternoon for my medical review on at 3.30pm. Well, that shall be my first part of the day, Have a nice day to her and all my friends.

"Going Crazy Without You"

2008-03-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When i look into your eyes the moment that i let you go
I just broke down( down )

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that i feel within
No other woman would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

{Bridge}
I gotta let you know that I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a woman so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

{Chorous x2}
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your guy
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that i met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Everytime we speak, I can't believe i feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your guy
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the man for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I'm calling, calling out to you what am i going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down(down).

{Bridge}x1
{Chorous}x2

13 mar thu

2008-03-13T05:35:00.001-07:00

Apology for putting up the blog for the day so late. I could only do that since i have to go to camp from 8 to 5. Well by the way, today was still very slack at camp, both my officers are on off, i think since they both were also not around. My CQ is also not around, and he will be back this coming Mon. Since tomorrow, one of my Major is coming back to check the stores for all the companies, so my bro Shafiee and i went to tidy up the stores, and do some stuffs. Luckily we both managed to finish all the things before 11am.

After that, we go back to the bunk to slack. And also this whole day has been rainy mostly, so sian...i hope she is doing well, pray for her every night to be happy and healthy , everyday.

Around lunch time at 1pm, i woke up and went down to the Officer Mass to have chicken chop rice w it mayonnaise. After that, went back to bunk again, to listen to music and wrote a song especially for her. It represented how i feel. Thx to my bro, Shafiee for helpin me wit the song:D

After book-out, my bro Zac the (Mac) followed me back home to get a very small fish to rear, and so i let him choose until he feel shiok....haha:D By the way, every time at evening the traffic is so crowded after office hour. Hope something can be done abt this. Here are some pict i have taken for the day:)
Well, i guess i should call it a day....since nw is already 9pm le!!要好好照顾自己哦！！
I wish her and all those i know be happy and healthy always:)

12 march evening

2008-03-12T03:35:00.000-07:00

Today the whole day has been raining cats and dogs the whole of evening....Totally fed up sia!! cant go anywhere and except stay at home see tv and surf net. Well, but i managed to get out of the hse jux to go down to fetch my sis from work from e bus stop and met the friendly neighbourhood cat. She is so cute and obedient. The moment she saw me, she followed me all around....hahas!! Isn't she cute??Well, that is mostly what i do for my whole of evening!! And i hope she dun forget to take her dinner, dun catch a cold too. i m going for my dinner nw also, today OFF but a very boring day for me so i jux spend more time on the blog and write more stuffs.hahas....As most will also say, rainy day is the best to have Erm heem....@#%!!Think it out for urself..hahas..lol:D

12 march afternoon

2008-03-11T22:13:00.000-07:00

Haizz, it has been raining the whole day....even though, it is nice slacking at home, listen to music, it can be lonely without someone by ur side. I wonder if it is raining also at Tampines!! My bro Zac at least msg to chat up wit me, well, i guess it muz be really boring for him at the camp too. Well, here are some picts i have taken before it rains and when it starts to rain.

Home alone sometimes can be fun too, i jux sing aloud, like nobody business:D!!! Very soon, i will load up more videos and musics for ya all to listen and to enjoy k..??

Day of 12 Mar Wed

2008-03-11T17:32:00.000-07:00

Good morning to all my friends and her...Hope all of ya have a good night sleep.I did not have a good night sleep so woke up so early at 9am. And also since i have a duty as a brother to wake my sis at 9.30am for her work, so i jux stay on awake. For that 30mins of free time, i jux gazed out of window and look at the beautiful scenery from 17th storey high!!
Nw i came to realised that slow and love songs are for that need healing to the heart:)

11/08 Tue morning

2008-03-10T18:47:00.000-07:00

Gotta wake up so early in the morning at 5.30am, luckily i got my alarm ringtone of Easy(Feat.Lil'Wayne). Managed to make it in time for the first bus before 7am. Reached camp together wit Sufian from (B) Coy. And also finally i got back my debt from shafiee n raman. So i m no longer broke at the moment...hahas!! My buddy Shafiee n me wanthed to finish work before lunch time so, we rush to do our things and as expected, we finished all our things before 10am. And so here i m updating my blog nw is 10.29am.

And also , here is a pict of a big black widow spider that i found near my company line....Spider huge. I wonder??If i let it bit me, will i have super-power jux like spider man...??Erm...!!hahas.lol.

Later all e SSG and CQs have a long afternoon nap, since there is no in camp training. By the way, i met up wit an old friend of mine during my way back home on the shuttle bus. His name is Pyi Soe, i jux got to find out from him that he jux got posted into ITI, from another camp. His vocation is medic. Good for him sia....Wish him all the best in ITI. While on the way back home from home, i went to have my dinner at Taman Jurong Shopping Centre and had Indian Muslim food. The mutton was good but there was way too much rice for me to finish. After my dinner, i met up wit Yan to give farewell present to 2 of our friends. After that he send me bcak home on his bike. As what e pict shown. Thx Yan for sending me back home:D

Well, i guess i should call it a day since nw is already 9.30pm le. As what my dear would say 该睡觉了 .!!I wish her and all those i know be happy and healthy always!!

My evening on 10 mar 08

2008-03-10T06:38:00.000-07:00

Basically, i sleep almost the whole of Mon morning then as usual my mum called to wake me up.Haizz...But i sleep throught the whole night wit this stuff toy name " slow slow" by my side. Later went to do some housework then went to have my lunch.

My buddy Zac="Mac". haha!! Called to say he is coming out around 2pm to my house to meet up before we go down to jp for e movie on "Meet e Spartans". When Zac was abt to reach, my dad was back at home so there was a little cork up. So, both of us went to KFC to grab a bite then went to jalan jalan till Sheng Siong to get some snacks for the movie later on. Since the time was still early, we came back home and my hungry buddy had some noodles again...haha!!

Both of us left the house at around 4pm. Reached Jp around 4.30pm and met up wit Sufian aka "Yan pai tao"haha!! Also anothe good buddy of mine all from the same camp. We went to see e movie and i would rate it 2/5. Dun find it too funny and there were too many couples around and i started to miss her. Later we went to the B1, Banquet foodcourt to have our dinner. I had Yong Tao Hu, Zac had nasi lemak except no fish and Yan had fried fish fillet soup wit rice. The empty bowl can show how hungry i was:P All of us had a great evenin, and thx Zac for givin me a treat first, I'll pay ya back on thu.

Lastly, before i end of my day of Mon, i wish her and all those i know be happy and healthy always!!

A LittLe More abt me..

2008-03-10T06:11:00.000-07:00

Firstly, i m sorry to all my friends for not updating my blogs and all. But nw i m starting back again as a hobby ever since i have jux broken wit e gal that i ever luv e most:D. Well if ya all notice abt the songs that i put on my Blog reflect on how i m feeling in my heart. Especially on the song "Apologise" is for her. I'm sorry!!(Hope u will be back)

Well, back to the topic...i prefer u all to call me cliff. I m 23 this year. B'dae on 16/06/85. I m a happy and lucky going guy. I dun bear any grudges wit anyone...Currenly, i dun intend to find anyone as girlfriend. Sry!!! But i dun mind making friends. I m nw in army but was in the Hotel industry.

If i m not working in the camp, i like to go cycling, jogging and even swimming. And nw Blogging:D
Likes music wit meaning in it.Fav Band { Linkin Park }. LiFe can sometimes be really Lonely when you are without e LOvE of Your LiFe!!

Apologise Vid

2008-03-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

MTV from Timbaland ft. OneRepublic
(Title: Apologise)