Friday, March 21, 2008
21th Mar Fri: Today is a very bad Friday for me....The war of words in the house begins. I hate them so much today, both of them. At first i thought of gettin back my sim card but after all those things that they said to me, blamimg everything onto me, i told her no matter what happen i will never get it back from her. No matter what happen, everything is all my fault. Whatever i did, i failed.....failed to keep her by my side, and nw even failing to chase her back.
I dun believe, that even as parents whatever that they did is everything correct, wont they even have a single mistake that fault them in their life. So, i jux keep my mouth shut and look away from them and jux tolerated both of their verbal torturing.
It was until they say about Joey, that even i cant keep her by my side and that may have hit the spot in my heart and tears began to flow from my eyes, one by one.....What they said maybe true, i regretted everything that i did in my whole life. Really wish i was not even born in this life so i wouldn't bring so much pain to all those ppl that i had loved so much.....This maybe the only one day, that i had talk the least in the whole of my life.
I dun believe, that even as parents whatever that they did is everything correct, wont they even have a single mistake that fault them in their life. So, i jux keep my mouth shut and look away from them and jux tolerated both of their verbal torturing.
It was until they say about Joey, that even i cant keep her by my side and that may have hit the spot in my heart and tears began to flow from my eyes, one by one.....What they said maybe true, i regretted everything that i did in my whole life. Really wish i was not even born in this life so i wouldn't bring so much pain to all those ppl that i had loved so much.....This maybe the only one day, that i had talk the least in the whole of my life.4:10 AM / 0 comment(s)