Saturday, May 24, 2008
24 may Sat: These few days, guess i m getting too lazy to update the blog. What has happen recently erm, back to camp then back to home. I am trying to keep myself alive from all of those things happening and i nw began to have a habit of looking at the sunset from my window, when the beautiful lights of the sun is shimmering at the clouds. That's really beautiful....
Well, Man U won e champions league!! That's great....One of my friend too, have broken up wit his gf, well, that's sad.....I couldn't care less. Who bothers and cares to show concerns when i m down and all alone..?? No One!! I was born to this world all alone so what do i have to care, if i have people caring for me or not.
Life and Death doesn't matter even a bit to me anymore. Jux that i will really feel pain and sad to see my Dear mum shedding her tears again. Tomorrow i'm on duty. It will be a long Sun duty for me......At times i feel as though a snake is inside of me slowly slowly devouring my heart. Feel so pain inside.
P.S. Commitment in a relationship is all bullsh1t. What's more important, is being understanding to your partners. WHAT is the matter with ppl...?? WHY bother to go into a relationship when you are going to end up breaking-up....???
Well, Man U won e champions league!! That's great....One of my friend too, have broken up wit his gf, well, that's sad.....I couldn't care less. Who bothers and cares to show concerns when i m down and all alone..?? No One!! I was born to this world all alone so what do i have to care, if i have people caring for me or not.
Life and Death doesn't matter even a bit to me anymore. Jux that i will really feel pain and sad to see my Dear mum shedding her tears again. Tomorrow i'm on duty. It will be a long Sun duty for me......At times i feel as though a snake is inside of me slowly slowly devouring my heart. Feel so pain inside.
P.S. Commitment in a relationship is all bullsh1t. What's more important, is being understanding to your partners. WHAT is the matter with ppl...?? WHY bother to go into a relationship when you are going to end up breaking-up....???
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