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Friday, August 22, 2008

23rd sat Aug:
It has been a very dreadful day for me.......As much as i would lke to go out and have fun, i could nt bring myself to have that pleasure. Before that, i had a 6 days of outfield, which lasted like hell. I m nw havin a bad flu and a bad cough. All i ask is that why till this very day, why i cant forget abt my ex. I yearn to go and look for her and every night when i closes my eyes, all my thoughts are filled with her. Why is this so...??

The only reason that is stopping myself from looking up on her is that i dun wan to see her tears falling again and ending up getting hurt from me again. Well, this very moment i m writing this blog, i have drink quite a number of beers, to numb myself from thinking so much of her. Everytime when i get to book-out i dun feel the joy and happiness like the rest of my friends.

I am so confused!!! I guess she may now have gotten in SIM and hope she is having a better like without the likes of me. Nw i hardly talk to girls and even look straight into their eyes. I m afraid of hurting them and that is all i do......I am such an asshole. I am useless. i cant even make keep the girl that i love so much so what more am i qualified to ever fall in love again.....

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