Wednesday, December 17, 2008
17-12-08: Today is the most FUCK-UP night of all.....I had a big quarrel wit my mum and i jux changed back and left home straight for camp. A person like me so patient can also flare up ,that means something is nt right....I hate her for sometimes controlling too much into my life. Respecting parents that i understand but there is always an extend to it. I dun like ppl forcing me too much until to the extend that i flare up. I will turn into a devil that can be more worst that those ppl that have tattoes all over their body.
ArrH...ArrH...So frustrating. Ever since i entered army, i have nt gave her a single shit thing to worry abt. I did my work good and was always punctual and did nt even took a single MC since i entered army. Most of all, i even got for myself, the BEST SOLDIER AWARD for the month of OCTOBER. What did i get for myself.....??Nt a single appreciation. I gave in a lot to her but still she is like that since the past. I am very tired from work at camp and still had to give in to the shit and nonsense at home....How much more do i have to take and suffer????
ArrH...ArrH...So frustrating. Ever since i entered army, i have nt gave her a single shit thing to worry abt. I did my work good and was always punctual and did nt even took a single MC since i entered army. Most of all, i even got for myself, the BEST SOLDIER AWARD for the month of OCTOBER. What did i get for myself.....??Nt a single appreciation. I gave in a lot to her but still she is like that since the past. I am very tired from work at camp and still had to give in to the shit and nonsense at home....How much more do i have to take and suffer????
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Sunday, December 14, 2008
Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade
The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i’d never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
12 nov 08: As i get older, it gets much harder for me to start a new relationship all over again from the scratch. I just don't know why but every failed relationship just drains out more and more vitality from my every failed relationship. Which has been 3 times so far.
Secondly, if i really like someone right now i would consider chasing her for a long time. There is just too much hesitation trapped inside of me. I just can't break free. Arrh.Arrh...
Love is indeed something that is hard to portray than just saying it out
I LOVE YOU a thousand times everyday. So is there really a true love existed for me in the future at all?? I do not have the answer to that and neither do i dare to dream for it.
I am currently like a lost kid who is waiting for someone who could bring him home from the wilderness of the street.
Secondly, if i really like someone right now i would consider chasing her for a long time. There is just too much hesitation trapped inside of me. I just can't break free. Arrh.Arrh...
Love is indeed something that is hard to portray than just saying it out
I LOVE YOU a thousand times everyday. So is there really a true love existed for me in the future at all?? I do not have the answer to that and neither do i dare to dream for it.
I am currently like a lost kid who is waiting for someone who could bring him home from the wilderness of the street.
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
05 Nov 08: Life has been very hectic for me fo rthe past few days....most of the time staying back in camp. But yesterday i got nights out and went to a pub with my friend. Gotta get to know of a new friend name Serene.....she is so young and yet she had to lead a hard life which most of the gals out there has nt experience before. But i admire her that never say die attitude and strong willness. Too Serene, dun fret, in a better future u will find someone that is really right for u. Just take ur time and focus on ur studies first=)
By the way, too many theft cases is happening in camp and i just found out two of my friends that i knew was suspected of it. Sometimes, it's really hard to judge a person by it's look and maybe i could say that a leopard will never changes it's spot......
Lastly, i have been revocated from supply assistant to combat medic. Next month i m going for my course, and after 7 weeks , i will officially be combat medic, drawing combat pay and getting my corporal rank and maybe get a chance to get 3rd sergent rank=)
Good things have been coming to me and finally my luck is changing. The secret to this is to treat ppl with respect and honesty and never bitch mouth abt other ppl behind their back........and also respect ur parents=)
By the way, too many theft cases is happening in camp and i just found out two of my friends that i knew was suspected of it. Sometimes, it's really hard to judge a person by it's look and maybe i could say that a leopard will never changes it's spot......
Lastly, i have been revocated from supply assistant to combat medic. Next month i m going for my course, and after 7 weeks , i will officially be combat medic, drawing combat pay and getting my corporal rank and maybe get a chance to get 3rd sergent rank=)
Good things have been coming to me and finally my luck is changing. The secret to this is to treat ppl with respect and honesty and never bitch mouth abt other ppl behind their back........and also respect ur parents=)
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
26th Oct 2008: Last sat, which is yesterday, went out to town accompanying my one and only mei mei to Bugis....Even tough, we did nt buy anything at town, we went to catch a movie at Jurong Point.
The movie was High School Musical 3. The funny thing was that i did nt even catch a single glimpse of the movie on it's part 1 and 2 . But i watched the part 3....hahaha. It was a very romantic show with lots of meaning to it. Even though the guy in the show can give up to study in the Uni that he could have excelleld in but he gave it up to study in the Uni that is nearer to the gal Uni, which i think is very loving. So why cant u give me a chance???
Rating.....7/10
Well then i on sun which is today i am on guard duty.. Haizz... what to do???
JOEY LOW YI MAN till today i am still thinking of you, and i cant forget you....
The movie was High School Musical 3. The funny thing was that i did nt even catch a single glimpse of the movie on it's part 1 and 2 . But i watched the part 3....hahaha. It was a very romantic show with lots of meaning to it. Even though the guy in the show can give up to study in the Uni that he could have excelleld in but he gave it up to study in the Uni that is nearer to the gal Uni, which i think is very loving. So why cant u give me a chance???
Rating.....7/10
Well then i on sun which is today i am on guard duty.. Haizz... what to do???
JOEY LOW YI MAN till today i am still thinking of you, and i cant forget you....
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Friday, October 17, 2008
17th Oct 08: For the past of last week, i have been staying back daily back at camp due to work and guard duty....And at least i could put a bit of mind to ease after managing to pay back the money that i owe to my friends and left only 30 more to pay off.......
During that 1 week, i have think of alot of things, and i should live my life to the fullest. Nt just passing one day by one day. Whatever i can do, i just do and help other ppl whenever i am free....
There has been one thing that is bothering me, and that is even after nw, after we have broke up for 8months and 13days. I could nt put her out of my mind.....Most of all, i am nt interested to find any other girl as gf. I hope to find a solution one day......
Nw i just hope that the people around me will be safe from all harm and be happy always. May god bless you all.
During that 1 week, i have think of alot of things, and i should live my life to the fullest. Nt just passing one day by one day. Whatever i can do, i just do and help other ppl whenever i am free....
There has been one thing that is bothering me, and that is even after nw, after we have broke up for 8months and 13days. I could nt put her out of my mind.....Most of all, i am nt interested to find any other girl as gf. I hope to find a solution one day......
Nw i just hope that the people around me will be safe from all harm and be happy always. May god bless you all.
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
091008 Wed: Recently been kindda very busy with life at camp.... After today a good talk with the CO. I hope life will get better in the future... Well, not much plan for the next few days and also may nt be going out on weekends too.... I have added a few songs to the list....ENJOY=)
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
04 oct sat: Yesterday i went out with my good friend Okkar to town to meet another friend to finish work then, we had dinner around Marina Square. We had lots of fun catching up on the past stuff and so on....But just feel bad that Army really make a person waste a lot of time and really slows down the pace of my life. Then again, it's an experience that i have gained that would last me a lifetime.....
LCPs Models
Then at night my mum, sis and I ......we had a good chat till 3am . We just talk abt our work stuff and says out all the things that makes you feels angry inside. It feels really good have a good talk especially to your family members.
Today i went to temple to pray and these are some of the picts that i have taken......
Zodiac Ox { DaD & Me }
LCPs ModelsThen at night my mum, sis and I ......we had a good chat till 3am . We just talk abt our work stuff and says out all the things that makes you feels angry inside. It feels really good have a good talk especially to your family members.
Today i went to temple to pray and these are some of the picts that i have taken......
Zodiac Ox { DaD & Me }
Zodiac Dragon { Mum & SiS }
Zodiac Rabbit { Joey }
Zodiac Rabbit { Joey }Well, after this weekends have to go back to camp and start the hectic work again. Anyway i can do it, since i am left with only 11 more mths to ORD . jia you jia you ba.....In the past i use to have someone cheering out for me but nw i have to cheer for myself le... And wish all the best to her future and take good care of your health=)
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
28th sun 08: I worked the whole day at King's hotel again......The first shift of the morning was very tiring and worst of all, going to the hotel made me waste $5 on taking cab from Queenstown Mrt.But lucky for me, I managed to earned that back with an interest of another $5 from the Hong Bao that i get from the groom in the morning. hahaha...yeah. Lucky Sunday for me i guess.
It gets really dark before the fun-fair....
At night, i had lots of fun working together with all the ppl at the hotel. Mostly might be because, there was a girl sitted at the table i was assigned to but she had that kind of girl which had attitude look and look dao like that. Then again, she had no choice but to say thx again and again, everytime i served her drinks. ahahaha...lol, thinking of the way she look and sounded, she made me laugh. Most of all i nw had one elder sister le. Her name is Dan Dan aka Grace. As for how she became my elder sister, it will be a secret...heehee=P
On mon, back to camp again le....Life back to boring days again. SO are the days of my Life....Haizz...
It gets really dark before the fun-fair....At night, i had lots of fun working together with all the ppl at the hotel. Mostly might be because, there was a girl sitted at the table i was assigned to but she had that kind of girl which had attitude look and look dao like that. Then again, she had no choice but to say thx again and again, everytime i served her drinks. ahahaha...lol, thinking of the way she look and sounded, she made me laugh. Most of all i nw had one elder sister le. Her name is Dan Dan aka Grace. As for how she became my elder sister, it will be a secret...heehee=P
On mon, back to camp again le....Life back to boring days again. SO are the days of my Life....Haizz...
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27 sept 08: Finally after so long, on last sat, i went back to work part-time back at King's hotel. Met alot of old friends. All of them ask me why so long never come to work liao....And guess what Dan Dan still remember me lor. She become more prettier liao!!haha..lol.
The couple for the nigt look compatible, for that day but in the video clip that they show during the dinner abt the journey of the couple, the groom reminded me of my past wit my ex. The reason is he love to kiss his bride cheeks. I so envy envy them wor!!
Picts of the happy couple!!
Maybe after so long never work, that day on sat, got a little bit of a cork up as i poured chinese tea to two guests who were drinking beer.... hahaha..Maybe i was too tired le. Haizz... My solution was to mix for myself 2 gls of Shandy during the working time and after end of work, 2 more gls of beer. It felt much better...but the funniest thing that happen on sat was after Feng Jie and I finished clearing all our tables, and the time still left 5 mins to off work so both of us went to hide in the toilet. Hahahaha...lol.
The couple for the nigt look compatible, for that day but in the video clip that they show during the dinner abt the journey of the couple, the groom reminded me of my past wit my ex. The reason is he love to kiss his bride cheeks. I so envy envy them wor!!
Picts of the happy couple!!Maybe after so long never work, that day on sat, got a little bit of a cork up as i poured chinese tea to two guests who were drinking beer.... hahaha..Maybe i was too tired le. Haizz... My solution was to mix for myself 2 gls of Shandy during the working time and after end of work, 2 more gls of beer. It felt much better...but the funniest thing that happen on sat was after Feng Jie and I finished clearing all our tables, and the time still left 5 mins to off work so both of us went to hide in the toilet. Hahahaha...lol.
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Friday, September 26, 2008
26 Sept 08: I am beginning to enjoy my life without being attached. Really got a lot of freedom......I go where i want , and dun need to care for what other ppl think and so on. Well, what do u know, i got early release today and i went to Jurong Point and loiter......Went to play arcade, grab some bites and walk from shops to shops. Anyway, this weekend gotta work, outside.....Needz to save up some $$ lor.
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Friday, September 19, 2008
19 Sept 08: Thanks to my one and only one beloved sister for treating me to see movie yesterday at JP (GV) Mei mei dun worry, i will keep by my promise what i am suppose to get for you. I was beginning to feel that i was gonna be drop dead after my CMR thinge....We went to watch the show Bangkok Dangerous. Nt a bad movie for me, even though the story line was nt too good...
5/10 rating.....
Tomorrow i got guard duty for sat. Today went for Tekong Challenge, and passed by Tampines again. As usual, memories came back......I should thank her for leaving me so much of memories to last me a lifetime.
5/10 rating.....
Tomorrow i got guard duty for sat. Today went for Tekong Challenge, and passed by Tampines again. As usual, memories came back......I should thank her for leaving me so much of memories to last me a lifetime.
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
11sept 08: I jux cant think, that friends also can be so calculating.....Maybe nw i know why bro, u hardly make lots of friends. It was fun to went out for movie, even though the movie was nt really my type of movie. And since i have promised, i would jolly well keep by my promise.
4/10 rating....
I cant understand why u will change so much just to pleases a girl. You did ask me whether we are going for movie and i answer yes, but i was nt even consulted that it was @ Ang Mo Kio Hub. Later, you wanted to play pool, since you are going to semb camp for driving lesson, I dun mind sacrificing and accompanying u. I just feel that if you want to draw a line on the friendship and money matter, say so in the first place. Just feel fuck-up with you tellin me, we spilt money for the pop corn and playin for the pool.
Anyway, just for ur info i did not even make it for my last train. Lucky Jet was more of a friend, send me back home even though he stays at Yishun. I feel that all those things you tell me back in the recourse are just pure bullshit. Anyway, thx for lettin me know ur true colors after tonight. Friends really do changes, jux to get gals and when they are single again, come back to u again....WTF!!! And lastly, Jazznin it was nice knowing you. I am who i am, truthful to friend and will never hide my emotion and unhappiness to anyone. I would rather make it known to that person than to be very fake and still able to smile.
4/10 rating....I cant understand why u will change so much just to pleases a girl. You did ask me whether we are going for movie and i answer yes, but i was nt even consulted that it was @ Ang Mo Kio Hub. Later, you wanted to play pool, since you are going to semb camp for driving lesson, I dun mind sacrificing and accompanying u. I just feel that if you want to draw a line on the friendship and money matter, say so in the first place. Just feel fuck-up with you tellin me, we spilt money for the pop corn and playin for the pool.
Anyway, just for ur info i did not even make it for my last train. Lucky Jet was more of a friend, send me back home even though he stays at Yishun. I feel that all those things you tell me back in the recourse are just pure bullshit. Anyway, thx for lettin me know ur true colors after tonight. Friends really do changes, jux to get gals and when they are single again, come back to u again....WTF!!! And lastly, Jazznin it was nice knowing you. I am who i am, truthful to friend and will never hide my emotion and unhappiness to anyone. I would rather make it known to that person than to be very fake and still able to smile.
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Sunday, September 7, 2008
7th Sept Sun: As life goes on, it's time to learn more and more about responsibility. And i realize that everything i do is affecting the people around me. So i want to take this time out to apologize for things i have done and things that haven't occur yet. And things that they don't want to take responsible for......
I'm sorry for the wrong things, I've done.
I am sorry for all the things that I've put you through.
I am sorry that your life turn out this way .
You can put the blame on me.....
I am sorry that it took so long for me to realize.
I am sorry for those tears that I've made you fall.
You can put the blame on me....You can put the blame on me...
I'm sorry for the wrong things, I've done.
I am sorry for all the things that I've put you through.
I am sorry that your life turn out this way .
You can put the blame on me.....
I am sorry that it took so long for me to realize.
I am sorry for those tears that I've made you fall.
You can put the blame on me....You can put the blame on me...
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Monday, September 1, 2008
2nd Sept 08: Finally, my 2 mths of tough training back @ Tekong is over!!! And the best presents that i have achieved during this 2 mths is lots of experiences, making some new friends, becoming more responsible and lastly high fever on my last 3 days of coming back to S'pore.
So my LCP is on the way and hope to achieved CPL before end of this year. Yesterday was B'dae of someone special that once meant so much in my life. Well, i may have been long forgotten for her. Everyday i told myself that it will be a better day. Sometimes it seems to get better, sometimes not.
2 days ago, i ask my folks whether is it alright, if i dun get attached and would take care of them till they pass away. They were quite alright and gave me an answer by saying as long as it makes me happy. But i was told to take good care of my sis no matter what happens. Family warmness is enough to satisfy me.
So my LCP is on the way and hope to achieved CPL before end of this year. Yesterday was B'dae of someone special that once meant so much in my life. Well, i may have been long forgotten for her. Everyday i told myself that it will be a better day. Sometimes it seems to get better, sometimes not.
2 days ago, i ask my folks whether is it alright, if i dun get attached and would take care of them till they pass away. They were quite alright and gave me an answer by saying as long as it makes me happy. But i was told to take good care of my sis no matter what happens. Family warmness is enough to satisfy me.
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Friday, August 22, 2008
23rd sat Aug: It has been a very dreadful day for me.......As much as i would lke to go out and have fun, i could nt bring myself to have that pleasure. Before that, i had a 6 days of outfield, which lasted like hell. I m nw havin a bad flu and a bad cough. All i ask is that why till this very day, why i cant forget abt my ex. I yearn to go and look for her and every night when i closes my eyes, all my thoughts are filled with her. Why is this so...??
The only reason that is stopping myself from looking up on her is that i dun wan to see her tears falling again and ending up getting hurt from me again. Well, this very moment i m writing this blog, i have drink quite a number of beers, to numb myself from thinking so much of her. Everytime when i get to book-out i dun feel the joy and happiness like the rest of my friends.
I am so confused!!! I guess she may now have gotten in SIM and hope she is having a better like without the likes of me. Nw i hardly talk to girls and even look straight into their eyes. I m afraid of hurting them and that is all i do......I am such an asshole. I am useless. i cant even make keep the girl that i love so much so what more am i qualified to ever fall in love again.....
The only reason that is stopping myself from looking up on her is that i dun wan to see her tears falling again and ending up getting hurt from me again. Well, this very moment i m writing this blog, i have drink quite a number of beers, to numb myself from thinking so much of her. Everytime when i get to book-out i dun feel the joy and happiness like the rest of my friends.
I am so confused!!! I guess she may now have gotten in SIM and hope she is having a better like without the likes of me. Nw i hardly talk to girls and even look straight into their eyes. I m afraid of hurting them and that is all i do......I am such an asshole. I am useless. i cant even make keep the girl that i love so much so what more am i qualified to ever fall in love again.....
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Saturday, August 9, 2008
09 aug sat: It has been a pleasant day for me to spend my NDP at home till 8pm then went out wit my sis and cousin. I think i am getting too much use to the lifestyle of sleeping at 2130hrs and waking up early at 0530hrs. Even so on my saturday. I woke up as early as 0530hrs and brush my teeth and only to realised after that i am actually nt at camp. Silly me!!!
Next week is my fieldcamp week and after that say goodbye to BMTC le!!!
Recenly i have found out abt myself that i can be looking at girls and may want to chase them but do nt want to go through the process of a relationship. But definately nt casual sex for me....
Anyway, CLIFF hereby wish everyone a happy National Day. And definately all the best to those protecting the island of S'pore.
Next week is my fieldcamp week and after that say goodbye to BMTC le!!!
Recenly i have found out abt myself that i can be looking at girls and may want to chase them but do nt want to go through the process of a relationship. But definately nt casual sex for me....
Anyway, CLIFF hereby wish everyone a happy National Day. And definately all the best to those protecting the island of S'pore.
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Saturday, August 2, 2008
03 Aug Sun: Finally one more weekend again.....Time really pass very fast. 3 more weeks to get out from Tekong.
Why I might stay Single....
From nw on i wont have anymore family pressure and will be allowed to pursue my own path in life. Also because i don't think women should be viewed as trophies to be conquered or collected-I believe the best thing men can offer women is friendship founded on honesty and respect first and foremost, and anything else beyond that is a bonus. Loneliness isn't a problem. I'm happy in my own space and skin, and don't really see the need for drastic change.
So if I am perfectly honest, there is a small part of me that envies the couples on the street and wants to believe that the real reason I'm single is what some friendshave told me: "It's simple- you're single because you haven't met the right woman and can't forget the one and only from the Hotel Attachment."
Why I might stay Single....
From nw on i wont have anymore family pressure and will be allowed to pursue my own path in life. Also because i don't think women should be viewed as trophies to be conquered or collected-I believe the best thing men can offer women is friendship founded on honesty and respect first and foremost, and anything else beyond that is a bonus. Loneliness isn't a problem. I'm happy in my own space and skin, and don't really see the need for drastic change.
So if I am perfectly honest, there is a small part of me that envies the couples on the street and wants to believe that the real reason I'm single is what some friendshave told me: "It's simple- you're single because you haven't met the right woman and can't forget the one and only from the Hotel Attachment."
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Saturday, July 26, 2008
26 Jul 08 Sat: It has been a total of 1 month since i went back to Tekong. Time really do pass very quickly. Already been in service at NS for already 10 months le, dunno why but i dun take a fancy at girls anymore since the last time i broke up. Training maybe tough but it is the least i can do to serve the country.
Everyday i would tell myself that Cliff, you are very fortunate to be able to training and do things that other even couldn't do. Others told me that i have really matured, temper has gone down too. Well, 1 more month to complete my training , then back to my unit. Nw and then everytime i have to travel to all the way to Pasir Ris Mrt Station, lots of memories would come back. I try to go on like i never knew you, but all the more i am trying it get harder to go on. Life has to go on. I knew that.........So pain in the heart!!
Everyday i would tell myself that Cliff, you are very fortunate to be able to training and do things that other even couldn't do. Others told me that i have really matured, temper has gone down too. Well, 1 more month to complete my training , then back to my unit. Nw and then everytime i have to travel to all the way to Pasir Ris Mrt Station, lots of memories would come back. I try to go on like i never knew you, but all the more i am trying it get harder to go on. Life has to go on. I knew that.........So pain in the heart!!
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
26 Thu: Finally i am going back Tekong for my recourse....I will miss my friend back @ camp. Lots of things has happened, Dear, i tried forgetting you but apparently i may not be able to. But there is one thing for sure, i have become a better a man. I have learned to control my temper and is able to see lots of things from a bigger view.
Anyway, everyone in life has to go on. Basically, i put in songs that give me inspiration when i am writing Blog while singing it aloud. Backstreet Boys jux rulez!!! Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely!!!
Honestly , Life in army has really changed me alot....I have become more and more independent, able to do lots of things based on my own judgment plus being more tan and more fit and muscular=) Last week, i went to Sentosa wit some friends and it was really nice, lots of memories came back....
Without you, within me, i cant find no rest. I pray for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all i'm going to be is, Incomplete.
Anyway, everyone in life has to go on. Basically, i put in songs that give me inspiration when i am writing Blog while singing it aloud. Backstreet Boys jux rulez!!! Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely!!!
Honestly , Life in army has really changed me alot....I have become more and more independent, able to do lots of things based on my own judgment plus being more tan and more fit and muscular=) Last week, i went to Sentosa wit some friends and it was really nice, lots of memories came back....
Without you, within me, i cant find no rest. I pray for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all i'm going to be is, Incomplete.
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Friday, June 20, 2008
123:
SO BORED!!!
EVEN ON A FRI NIGHT STILL HAVE TO STAY @ CAMP!!! TODAY FEEL SO STRESSED, AND DAMN HOT SO I ASKED ASH TO CUT MY HAIR OFF, SO VEXING SO VEXING....
EVEN ON A FRI NIGHT STILL HAVE TO STAY @ CAMP!!! TODAY FEEL SO STRESSED, AND DAMN HOT SO I ASKED ASH TO CUT MY HAIR OFF, SO VEXING SO VEXING....
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Monday, June 16, 2008
17th Jun Tue: Life in army has becoming more and more dull for me. Just passing by day after day. And my habit of going out clubbing and pubbing has become more and more frequent. Dunno today why i totally have no appetite to eat anything today. Everything that i ate, all jux vomitted out back.
Well, i thought i could at least get a B'dae off from camp but who knows, my officer is so xiao on. This is a privilege but nt an entitlement. So, i had no other choice but to keep quiet and do my work. Nw, all i wanted to do was to have a gal who will always be there for me.
Maybe today also have to stay-in also. Tomorrow have to become marshaller for the life run tomorrow. Why like that??? And also by end of this month, i am going back to Pulau Tekong for my re-BMT coure which i was posted out because of a left shoulder dislocation. Oh, just as well....Just have to take one step at a time.
P.S. I feel like i am going crazy over you. Thinking of you and so far what you have messaged were all jux a concern for a friend???
Well, i thought i could at least get a B'dae off from camp but who knows, my officer is so xiao on. This is a privilege but nt an entitlement. So, i had no other choice but to keep quiet and do my work. Nw, all i wanted to do was to have a gal who will always be there for me.
Maybe today also have to stay-in also. Tomorrow have to become marshaller for the life run tomorrow. Why like that??? And also by end of this month, i am going back to Pulau Tekong for my re-BMT coure which i was posted out because of a left shoulder dislocation. Oh, just as well....Just have to take one step at a time.
P.S. I feel like i am going crazy over you. Thinking of you and so far what you have messaged were all jux a concern for a friend???
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
14 Jun Sat: 
Ministry Of Sound
I had a total of 8 friends went to celebrate for my B'dae at M.O.S!! Unfortunately, had 1 of my friend, Paul was drunk before we even went into the club and we send him back home on the cab. Well, cant help it... THere were Ash, Eddie, Zac, Amandeep, Paul, Michael, Shine and ME!! It was all guys night!!
That was way cool.....I was a bit tipsy only, really cant hold my liquor very well on that day. Haizz..
Me & Eddie
By the way, on Fri nigh..there were alot of shemales down at there. I was at first very amazed to see them more feminine and more sexier than others girls. But only to found out, they were there to find potential customers. Which i guess is probably, a handjob or may even be BJ. Thank GoD, i was nt hooked up!!!
After the club ended, Only Eddie, Amandeep, Zac and me ...We went back to camp to sleep. Except that poor Eddie has duty on sat. Bro, keep it up i will keep my promise to u on Mon=)
I reached back home around 1 pm plus, after eating lunch outside wit Zac.
Got back home and slept all the way, till someone msg me..haha=P
P.S. What if i still cant forgotten over u...?? Is that right or wrong...??
Ministry Of SoundThat was way cool.....I was a bit tipsy only, really cant hold my liquor very well on that day. Haizz..
Me & EddieBy the way, on Fri nigh..there were alot of shemales down at there. I was at first very amazed to see them more feminine and more sexier than others girls. But only to found out, they were there to find potential customers. Which i guess is probably, a handjob or may even be BJ. Thank GoD, i was nt hooked up!!!
After the club ended, Only Eddie, Amandeep, Zac and me ...We went back to camp to sleep. Except that poor Eddie has duty on sat. Bro, keep it up i will keep my promise to u on Mon=)
I reached back home around 1 pm plus, after eating lunch outside wit Zac.
Got back home and slept all the way, till someone msg me..haha=P
P.S. What if i still cant forgotten over u...?? Is that right or wrong...??
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Monday, June 9, 2008
09 Jun Mon: Been too long nt being to update the blog again..On Fri, had my guard duty and on sat, Out-Pro day and on Sun guard duty again. I guess this month too many guard duty liao. And also on sat, went to SMU to find someone but was been rejected very badly and guess i was too tired and stressed so had a bit of conflict. Well, what happen in the past is already in the past.
Life is becoming a bit of a dull for me in the camp. Seriously!! No matter how much happiness i try to find, even outside camp it seem to be empty inside. Nw i jux like seem to be waiting for someone messages every single day. Every hour, every minute and every second......Well, i jux wan that someone to know that everyone has their past and all of us learn from our past relationship and as long as we try to make it right and learn from our mistakes and make it right, there is no regrets or what so ever=)
Finally today i can managed to book-out after 3 days in camp. My mum , cousin and sis missed me already. They called to ask me today if i am coming back home. I missed home already..
Wish there will be someone that i luv and hope that someone will be there for me. I am a simple guy and even if my future gf cant cook or even do housework, i wont mind a single bit. Cos i believe that i will marry the gal that i luv and to bring her nothing but happiness.
P.S. It's time to move on wit LiFE.....TiMe wait for no one.
Life is becoming a bit of a dull for me in the camp. Seriously!! No matter how much happiness i try to find, even outside camp it seem to be empty inside. Nw i jux like seem to be waiting for someone messages every single day. Every hour, every minute and every second......Well, i jux wan that someone to know that everyone has their past and all of us learn from our past relationship and as long as we try to make it right and learn from our mistakes and make it right, there is no regrets or what so ever=)
Finally today i can managed to book-out after 3 days in camp. My mum , cousin and sis missed me already. They called to ask me today if i am coming back home. I missed home already..
Wish there will be someone that i luv and hope that someone will be there for me. I am a simple guy and even if my future gf cant cook or even do housework, i wont mind a single bit. Cos i believe that i will marry the gal that i luv and to bring her nothing but happiness.
P.S. It's time to move on wit LiFE.....TiMe wait for no one.
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
04 jun wed: Today had a very tiring life-run. Ran a total of 6km.....So tired. By the way, i will be a bit kindda busy on thu and fri. And also yesterday, i want to apologise to someone for nt facing up to her, i think i m shy..=)
Little Sister all grown up.
Models....??
Happy Family.
Is she a Model..??
Well, these pict below are the picts i have taken during my younger sister Ngee Ann Poly Graduation day. Enjoy..
EveryOne says i m her Bf??
EveryOne says i m her Bf??
Little Sister all grown up.
Models....??
Happy Family.
Is she a Model..??P.S. I am sorry if i have fly kite on someone or even scared of meeting her. Maybe i am scared of falling down all over again.
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Friday, May 30, 2008
30 may fri: I think i m abit becoming lazy to update e Blog.... Haizz so sad!! Yesterday was my Out-Pro day and i was very amazed to have coped very well, wit a CSS Spec job as well as handling of medical stores. Well, what to do?? Nw Cliff has become a legend!! haha=D
From today, my little brother in camp and i have started to plan to have our next BiG ParTy BanG at outside on e very date of 13th Jun Fri. Yes, that is exactly two days before my 23rd B'dae. I'm gonna go crazy on that night. Most of all i hope to have e BesT present from someone is an answer which she still haven told me....Yes, you!! Erm heem, you know who u are=)haha..
Here is a pict of a butterfly which flew into my bunk a few days ago when i was staying in=)
ButterFly!!
Bollywood StaR
Amandeep Singh founder of Singlish
Golden Horse Award
Shi Fang aka Fang Fang
And lastly to my good bro, Shafiee who have gotten chicken pox and gotten MC of 10 days to rest at home. Wow...Envy envy!!! Hope u get well soon. And hope to see all my friends be happy always. Lastly i hope my friend Brian would get to know of a gal soon so he would stop asking me to intro gals to him. Zac also , nw becoming more and more cool=) Very soon going to be my cover boy for e next issue le..
P.S. DonT dwell on ur past. What is the use if he/she dun bother abt ur feeling and left you. Life still has to go on right?? Treasure those who really cares for you =)
From today, my little brother in camp and i have started to plan to have our next BiG ParTy BanG at outside on e very date of 13th Jun Fri. Yes, that is exactly two days before my 23rd B'dae. I'm gonna go crazy on that night. Most of all i hope to have e BesT present from someone is an answer which she still haven told me....Yes, you!! Erm heem, you know who u are=)haha..
Here is a pict of a butterfly which flew into my bunk a few days ago when i was staying in=)
ButterFly!!Here is my two top models for last time when we all went out to M.O.S......
Bollywood StaRAmandeep Singh founder of Singlish
Golden Horse AwardP.S. DonT dwell on ur past. What is the use if he/she dun bother abt ur feeling and left you. Life still has to go on right?? Treasure those who really cares for you =)
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
24 may Sat: These few days, guess i m getting too lazy to update the blog. What has happen recently erm, back to camp then back to home. I am trying to keep myself alive from all of those things happening and i nw began to have a habit of looking at the sunset from my window, when the beautiful lights of the sun is shimmering at the clouds. That's really beautiful....
Evening Sunset
Well, Man U won e champions league!! That's great....One of my friend too, have broken up wit his gf, well, that's sad.....I couldn't care less. Who bothers and cares to show concerns when i m down and all alone..?? No One!! I was born to this world all alone so what do i have to care, if i have people caring for me or not.
Life and Death doesn't matter even a bit to me anymore. Jux that i will really feel pain and sad to see my Dear mum shedding her tears again. Tomorrow i'm on duty. It will be a long Sun duty for me......At times i feel as though a snake is inside of me slowly slowly devouring my heart. Feel so pain inside.
P.S. Commitment in a relationship is all bullsh1t. What's more important, is being understanding to your partners. WHAT is the matter with ppl...?? WHY bother to go into a relationship when you are going to end up breaking-up....???
Evening SunsetWell, Man U won e champions league!! That's great....One of my friend too, have broken up wit his gf, well, that's sad.....I couldn't care less. Who bothers and cares to show concerns when i m down and all alone..?? No One!! I was born to this world all alone so what do i have to care, if i have people caring for me or not.
Life and Death doesn't matter even a bit to me anymore. Jux that i will really feel pain and sad to see my Dear mum shedding her tears again. Tomorrow i'm on duty. It will be a long Sun duty for me......At times i feel as though a snake is inside of me slowly slowly devouring my heart. Feel so pain inside.
P.S. Commitment in a relationship is all bullsh1t. What's more important, is being understanding to your partners. WHAT is the matter with ppl...?? WHY bother to go into a relationship when you are going to end up breaking-up....???
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
20 may Tue: For a very long time, i have not updated for a long time.....One reason, cos weekends too busy going out wit friends, and on weekdays at camp, busy keeping FIT!! haizz... Yesterday on th e Vesak, went to pray at the Burmese Temple. Really alot of ppl....WoW, i even donated for the ppl back in e country.
I am really a Buddhist=)
Recently, i have really been thinking if i should start back on a new relationship??? Even if so, will this really particular gal, aka, ms piggy accept me or nt?? I dunno.... i ain't kidding around no more...jux wan to be wit someone be happy for many years to come....Think abt it?? I feel that it is more of an understanding and thinking for one another is the way to a really long term relationship.
@ Bugis street on SuN.
Lastly, i on Thu have my camp, Games Day, and i hope to win medals for my IPPT challenge, Street Soccer challenge and Frisbee challenge. All the BesT CliFF.....
My Cousin and grumpy me=(
P.S. It takes both hands to produce a clap so is a relationship. Do treasure ur partners when u have chosen her/him to be ur bf/gf.
I am really a Buddhist=)Recently, i have really been thinking if i should start back on a new relationship??? Even if so, will this really particular gal, aka, ms piggy accept me or nt?? I dunno.... i ain't kidding around no more...jux wan to be wit someone be happy for many years to come....Think abt it?? I feel that it is more of an understanding and thinking for one another is the way to a really long term relationship.
@ Bugis street on SuN.Lastly, i on Thu have my camp, Games Day, and i hope to win medals for my IPPT challenge, Street Soccer challenge and Frisbee challenge. All the BesT CliFF.....
My Cousin and grumpy me=(P.S. It takes both hands to produce a clap so is a relationship. Do treasure ur partners when u have chosen her/him to be ur bf/gf.
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
13 may tue: Today managed to finish quite a lot of work before the lunch time....cant figure out why, even when there is no in-camp training, also got so many work. I jux hated life in army, why muz it be all guys have to serve army even when nw in this 21st century in this world no more war and so on. WTF??? Really damn, wasting alot of time. I lost my ex, due to e peer pressure of the army, partly!! And nw i feel as if i have no more life of my own.....
Today, managed to get a half-day off from my officer for the whole of HQ company and planned to go movie with my sis at night, but guess what, it got screwed up again....Everything jux doesn't seem to go right. Like what one of my friend say, Life maybe stressful and it cant be a bed of roses. It maybe true, but sleeping on the bed of roses with thorns ain't good either!! I bring only pain and sorrow to those whom i love and care for.
The Darkness Within Me!!
ArrH!! ArrH!! So much pain, only to be kept deep within myself.....
Today, managed to get a half-day off from my officer for the whole of HQ company and planned to go movie with my sis at night, but guess what, it got screwed up again....Everything jux doesn't seem to go right. Like what one of my friend say, Life maybe stressful and it cant be a bed of roses. It maybe true, but sleeping on the bed of roses with thorns ain't good either!! I bring only pain and sorrow to those whom i love and care for.
The Darkness Within Me!!ArrH!! ArrH!! So much pain, only to be kept deep within myself.....
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Monday, May 12, 2008
12 may mon: Sry ppl forgot to update blog on sun which is Mother Day....Well, cliff hereby wishes all e mothers in the world a Happy Mothers Day=) The whole family went to eat steamboat at bugis (treat from cliff) and my little mei mei, bought for my mum a watch...... Here are some picts taken on the day of sun.
@ bugis there!!
mei mei so cute!!
Both of us gettin Naughty!!
@ bugis there!!
mei mei so cute!!
Both of us gettin Naughty!!This morning at monday gotta wake up so late....But my past two weekend has been very pleasant, cos i gotta know of a new friend her nick is angela=) It was pretty cool....Most of all she still misses a friend of mine in camp namely Li Bin aka Vietnamese man. So hope i can help her out=P
Well, this morning on the bus 246 to JP, this is what i saw and taken on the bus. This man, sleeping with both of his legs open and puttin it ontop of the upper and front deck. Hopefully he got wear underwear inside.
Haizz!!
Lastly today at camp very busy like hell....But since i have promised to a pretty gal, so i have to keep my promise. I went up to the blog and as usual, there he was jux woke up from afternoon nap at 2 pm..... Later, before going back home i got li bing to pose dao pics for me and then, act cute pics for me.....hahaha...here are picts of his silly yet, kinda cute pics. Enjoy them=)
Bin jux woke up!!
Well, this morning on the bus 246 to JP, this is what i saw and taken on the bus. This man, sleeping with both of his legs open and puttin it ontop of the upper and front deck. Hopefully he got wear underwear inside.
Haizz!!Lastly today at camp very busy like hell....But since i have promised to a pretty gal, so i have to keep my promise. I went up to the blog and as usual, there he was jux woke up from afternoon nap at 2 pm..... Later, before going back home i got li bing to pose dao pics for me and then, act cute pics for me.....hahaha...here are picts of his silly yet, kinda cute pics. Enjoy them=)
Bin jux woke up!!
LooKIn cool!!
He can be cute too!!
He can be cute too!!P.S. That's all i have for today.....Hope all my friends and you, yes you looking @ my blog, dun be sad le...Be happy always!!!!!
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Friday, May 9, 2008
10 May Fri: Finally an another weekend is on the way....Everyday seems to pass very very slowly especially when you are in army!!! Today Out-Pro, I have to work like till nearly 10pm then finish all my jobs. Worst of all nt because i am slow, but wait for this and that......Things get drag on and on. So, tired today lor!!! But today kindda lucky, found a bag which i liked when i went to the e-mart to see and i found it today..Yeah!!!
Reach home around 11 plus like that...but lucky, my dad bought for me chix rice and waited for me to get back home. Shag but still had to shower and i just sat down on the showering room and let the water sprinkle on me. So shiok!!!
Well, i am going to sleep soon le. My eyes are shutting!! Nitez Guys and Gals!!!
Reach home around 11 plus like that...but lucky, my dad bought for me chix rice and waited for me to get back home. Shag but still had to shower and i just sat down on the showering room and let the water sprinkle on me. So shiok!!!
Well, i am going to sleep soon le. My eyes are shutting!! Nitez Guys and Gals!!!
Posted on 11th May Sat 12.20am....
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Thursday, May 8, 2008
08 May Thu: Well, for today I did not go home from camp again....Yesterday was my guardduty at camp and the reason for today was, I had no one to talk to especially my personal thing at home. Even though i had my parents and a younger sister, all of them have their stress and got their own things to do. In the past, my ex- who would listen to all my complain and all the stress that i had in the day. Well, i now understand why till nw, i cant get over her.
So, i stayed back at camp, with my friend Ashahry cos i really dun have anyone to go out and what i mean is hang out. Not at the club or pub. Just normal hang out. I went to play soccer just nw, with some of the other ppl that stayed back in camp from other team. It was really nice to be playing back e game i use to love and have since quitted since i dislocate my shoulder before.
Well, tomorrow will be my TM2 Out-Pro, which means the NS-Men are going back home, after settling all the handing over and all the stuff, i guess i can go home nw=) Just nw I heard from a radion station, To really understand a woman is to know what she is thinking in her mind. I can be good at all the things that i am doing nw, but till nw i cant really know what a girl really wants that's why for the past 3 relationship, i have failed!!!
I do not like to hide my personal secrets and as long as a person is true to me and honest with me, i will treat them the same. Hope tonight i can get a good night sleep tonight.....
P.S. GooD night to all my Loves Ones!!
So, i stayed back at camp, with my friend Ashahry cos i really dun have anyone to go out and what i mean is hang out. Not at the club or pub. Just normal hang out. I went to play soccer just nw, with some of the other ppl that stayed back in camp from other team. It was really nice to be playing back e game i use to love and have since quitted since i dislocate my shoulder before.
Well, tomorrow will be my TM2 Out-Pro, which means the NS-Men are going back home, after settling all the handing over and all the stuff, i guess i can go home nw=) Just nw I heard from a radion station, To really understand a woman is to know what she is thinking in her mind. I can be good at all the things that i am doing nw, but till nw i cant really know what a girl really wants that's why for the past 3 relationship, i have failed!!!
I do not like to hide my personal secrets and as long as a person is true to me and honest with me, i will treat them the same. Hope tonight i can get a good night sleep tonight.....
P.S. GooD night to all my Loves Ones!!
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008
06 May Tue: It has been a very sad week for me and all the ppl staying abroad from Myanmar. It has been the worst disaster that has ever happened to Myanmar, the country i was born at!! At least 351 ppl were killed and the rate is increasing. From at report from television channel MRTV, 20,000 houses have been destroyed on Haing Gyi island, and 92,706 ppl are nw homeless.... It is already bad to have military ruling the ppl in the country. Nw, come the natural disaster!!
Here are some pict the ppl in Myanmar are suffering!!!
Shophouses also in a wreck!!
Even water is needed for rationing=(
Trees and signboards everywhere..
Everything is in a mess!!
Here are some pict the ppl in Myanmar are suffering!!!
Shophouses also in a wreck!!
Even water is needed for rationing=(
Trees and signboards everywhere..
Everything is in a mess!!Lastly, for this few days i kept having dream of my ex-gf and my only younger sister, both of them wearing burmese traditional costume and waving at me from a far. They both really look good in that but i dun understand why, i am having that same dream for the past 3 night...
Can anybody tell me why??
P.S. This weekend i will be making my way to the Burmese Temple to pray for the ppl....
(posted on 06 May Tue- 10.47pm)
Can anybody tell me why??
P.S. This weekend i will be making my way to the Burmese Temple to pray for the ppl....
(posted on 06 May Tue- 10.47pm)
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Sunday, May 4, 2008
04 May Sun: Why is S'pore gettin so damn, hot these few days!!! Going out to town also becoming a problems, worst of all working in the army wearing the uniform to work. Recently, maybe because of the weather i am becoming kinda grumpy...
Well, recently the only gal that i accompanied to go shopping has become my one and only sister. What to do??...BoH PiaN!!Haizz...haha!! Still muz thank mei mei, for buying for me a shirt today.
New Shirt!!
I hope to lose @ least 5kg this month.... The reason why, i also dunno..not because i am fat, jux wants to build up more on the body. Aim on getting six packs, hahaha!! And also tonight, i was arranging my wardrobe, i found all these send to me by my ex. Dunno why till this very day, i still keep, dun feel like throwing away. But also dun want to watch them too long, jux incase i become too EMO again, so i kept them back inside.
HopEs & DreamS
Tomorrow back to camp again....That would be the last week of the NS men, in-camp and after that i cant take leave or OFF to relax.
P.S. Girlfriends?? Nah!! When i have me, myself and I to accompany Cliff=)
Well, recently the only gal that i accompanied to go shopping has become my one and only sister. What to do??...BoH PiaN!!Haizz...haha!! Still muz thank mei mei, for buying for me a shirt today.
New Shirt!!I hope to lose @ least 5kg this month.... The reason why, i also dunno..not because i am fat, jux wants to build up more on the body. Aim on getting six packs, hahaha!! And also tonight, i was arranging my wardrobe, i found all these send to me by my ex. Dunno why till this very day, i still keep, dun feel like throwing away. But also dun want to watch them too long, jux incase i become too EMO again, so i kept them back inside.
HopEs & DreamSTomorrow back to camp again....That would be the last week of the NS men, in-camp and after that i cant take leave or OFF to relax.
P.S. Girlfriends?? Nah!! When i have me, myself and I to accompany Cliff=)
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Friday, May 2, 2008
02 May Fri: Wow been quite some time never updated the blog!! Just feeling lazy to use computer, i guess...hahaha!! By the way, last wed one of my friend name Shafiee and I went M.O.S on the ladies night. Yes, before the Labour Day, which is a public holiday and i had to do my guard duty at camp. SO IrriTating!!
Shafiee aka "Eskimo"
Been so long, never really go clubbing and that day was so happening....M.O.S has some changes too and the crowd have changed too. Nw, more and more ppls are dancing to the shuffling...WoW that is way cool, i jux LuV shuffling to the Trance music.
To M.O.S!!
Alright ppl, here is a little tips for you to save on some bucks when u go clubbing to expensive clubs like M.O.S. Go to a 7-11 shop to get a small btl of vodka or a gin then, a btl of craneberry juice. total will cost u only 21 plus. Much more worth it than going to buy drinks at the club which cant get ya feel high right???....I have tried and It works for me, That is some serious sh1t taught to me by Shafiee, the master of clubber and he can shuffle damn cool too.
Well, that's all for nw....Chillz OuT!! HoPe To go MoRe HappeninG PlAcEs=)
P.S. Nw that I am all alone, i dun have to report to anyone, and do whatever i want, and go home whenever i want!!
Shafiee aka "Eskimo"Been so long, never really go clubbing and that day was so happening....M.O.S has some changes too and the crowd have changed too. Nw, more and more ppls are dancing to the shuffling...WoW that is way cool, i jux LuV shuffling to the Trance music.
To M.O.S!!Well, that's all for nw....Chillz OuT!! HoPe To go MoRe HappeninG PlAcEs=)
P.S. Nw that I am all alone, i dun have to report to anyone, and do whatever i want, and go home whenever i want!!
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
29 Apr Tue: If you really love someone and think for their behalf, I should not bind her down and keep lingering onto her. What is yours is yours!!What is not yours is not yours!! There is no point making each other unhappy. I came to a conclusion, after this very day is e 100th day that we broke up. Especially in the past 2 days, when i stayed back in camp for the night. Lots of things were on my mind, so vexing....
Thank you bao bei!! You will never be forgotten and will always stay a part in my heart=) GooD Luck for your Future and hope you will find a really nice guy that treat you real good.
P.S. Cliff nw has grown more wiser and has learn to see things at a different angle.
Thank you bao bei!! You will never be forgotten and will always stay a part in my heart=) GooD Luck for your Future and hope you will find a really nice guy that treat you real good.
P.S. Cliff nw has grown more wiser and has learn to see things at a different angle.
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
songs2: 殺手
作詞：林秋離 作曲：林俊傑
絕對的完美一雙手
不流汗也不發抖
交叉在微笑的背後 暗藏危險的輪廓
在你最放鬆的時候 絕不帶著任何感情就下手 從來不回頭
開始的感覺 不會痛 不會痛 放大的瞳孔 就像作夢
幸福的錯覺 很溫暖 很包容 也許還期待
這是致命的衝動 你不懂 我不懂
究竟殺手爲什麽存在 因爲愛 還是未知漸憎?
＃心情放鬆搖擺 在妳三百米之外 數著心跳等待 所有念頭全拋開
鎖起來 進來 這美麗的悲哀 這是愛 就是愛 全世界都不明白
＊心情停止搖擺 在妳三百米之外 感覺饑餓難耐 需要妳填滿空白
鎖起來 進來 這美麗的悲哀 這是愛 就是愛 只有妳明白
Repeat all once,＃,＊
作詞：林秋離 作曲：林俊傑
絕對的完美一雙手
不流汗也不發抖
交叉在微笑的背後 暗藏危險的輪廓
在你最放鬆的時候 絕不帶著任何感情就下手 從來不回頭
開始的感覺 不會痛 不會痛 放大的瞳孔 就像作夢
幸福的錯覺 很溫暖 很包容 也許還期待
這是致命的衝動 你不懂 我不懂
究竟殺手爲什麽存在 因爲愛 還是未知漸憎?
＃心情放鬆搖擺 在妳三百米之外 數著心跳等待 所有念頭全拋開
鎖起來 進來 這美麗的悲哀 這是愛 就是愛 全世界都不明白
＊心情停止搖擺 在妳三百米之外 感覺饑餓難耐 需要妳填滿空白
鎖起來 進來 這美麗的悲哀 這是愛 就是愛 只有妳明白
Repeat all once,＃,＊
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songs: 【演唱】:林俊杰
【专辑】:第二天堂
江南
林俊杰
风到这里就是粘
粘住过客的思念
雨到了这里缠成线
缠着我们留恋人世间
你在身边就是缘
缘分写在三生石上面
爱有万分之一甜
宁愿我就葬在这一天
圈圈园园圈圈
甜甜粘粘甜甜的我
深深看你的脸
生气的温柔
埋怨的温柔的脸
不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们
都以为相爱就像风云的善变
相信爱一天
抵过永远
在这一刹那冻结了时间
不懂怎么表现温柔的我们
还以为殉情只是古老的传言
离愁能有多痛
痛有多浓
当梦被埋在江南烟雨中
心碎了才懂
嗯~~~
耶~~~
music...
圈圈园园圈圈
甜甜粘粘甜甜的我
深深看你的脸
生气的温柔
埋怨的温柔的脸
不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们
都以为相爱就像风云的善变
相信爱一天
抵过永远
在这一刹那冻结了时间
不懂怎么表现温柔的我们
还以为殉情只是古老的传言
离愁能有多痛
痛有多浓
当梦被埋在江南烟雨中
心碎了才懂
嗯~~~
相信爱一天
抵过永远
在这一刹那冻结了时间
不懂怎么表现温柔的我们
还以为殉情只是古老的传言
离愁能有多痛
痛有多浓
当梦被埋在江南烟雨中
心碎了才懂
music...
嗯~~~
耶~~~
【专辑】:第二天堂
江南
林俊杰
风到这里就是粘
粘住过客的思念
雨到了这里缠成线
缠着我们留恋人世间
你在身边就是缘
缘分写在三生石上面
爱有万分之一甜
宁愿我就葬在这一天
圈圈园园圈圈
甜甜粘粘甜甜的我
深深看你的脸
生气的温柔
埋怨的温柔的脸
不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们
都以为相爱就像风云的善变
相信爱一天
抵过永远
在这一刹那冻结了时间
不懂怎么表现温柔的我们
还以为殉情只是古老的传言
离愁能有多痛
痛有多浓
当梦被埋在江南烟雨中
心碎了才懂
嗯~~~
耶~~~
music...
圈圈园园圈圈
甜甜粘粘甜甜的我
深深看你的脸
生气的温柔
埋怨的温柔的脸
不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们
都以为相爱就像风云的善变
相信爱一天
抵过永远
在这一刹那冻结了时间
不懂怎么表现温柔的我们
还以为殉情只是古老的传言
离愁能有多痛
痛有多浓
当梦被埋在江南烟雨中
心碎了才懂
嗯~~~
相信爱一天
抵过永远
在这一刹那冻结了时间
不懂怎么表现温柔的我们
还以为殉情只是古老的传言
离愁能有多痛
痛有多浓
当梦被埋在江南烟雨中
心碎了才懂
music...
嗯~~~
耶~~~
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
26 Apr Sat: Finally today get to rest and do my own free time thinge=) This morning woke up damn early and went to embassy in the morning 9am plus. If ya want to know why i went to the embassy, i rather not talk abt it, hates talking abt politics!!!
Later, my mum, sis and I, we went to orchard to walk walk and had something simple at one of the foodcourt. Today happen to forget to bring my phone to take picts but also maybe lucky that, when u came back home, i had a missed call from my officer. Haha..maybe not bring my phone out might be a blessing in disguise=)
Well, here is a V-necked T-shirt i bought at Marina Square. Guess what, i was surprised that i was still given a further discount of 40% cos the shop is gonna close soon.
NeW shirt=)
Here is a new Canvas shoes that my mum bought for me. Very very cheap....Today is a happy day for me i guess=)
NeW ShoE
Well, i once had a thought that she might be avoiding me so much and from lovers to total strangers is like very unbelievable. So, maybe she might have another guy to love in her life. This is only what i am assuming......Usually gals will have what they call their 7th sense, but for guys we would analyze the problem and come to a solution. So, if my guess is right, hope she is happy wherever u are!!
P.S. Be Happy Wherever You Are!!
Later, my mum, sis and I, we went to orchard to walk walk and had something simple at one of the foodcourt. Today happen to forget to bring my phone to take picts but also maybe lucky that, when u came back home, i had a missed call from my officer. Haha..maybe not bring my phone out might be a blessing in disguise=)
Well, here is a V-necked T-shirt i bought at Marina Square. Guess what, i was surprised that i was still given a further discount of 40% cos the shop is gonna close soon.
NeW shirt=)
NeW ShoEWell, i once had a thought that she might be avoiding me so much and from lovers to total strangers is like very unbelievable. So, maybe she might have another guy to love in her life. This is only what i am assuming......Usually gals will have what they call their 7th sense, but for guys we would analyze the problem and come to a solution. So, if my guess is right, hope she is happy wherever u are!!
P.S. Be Happy Wherever You Are!!
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
23rd Apr Wed: Today has been a really bad day for me. All the trouble seems to come look for me, regardless of big or small. Very Very tiring, and Life has never been the same without her again. I am really happy and glad to have a good friend (buddy) like him. Really, those words are meant from the bottom of my HearT!! Thx alot Zac.... U saved my day time and again...
Tonight had my dinner very very late, nearly to 9pm then, pack food from outside and bring back to camp to have it. By the way, i jux dun have e mood to go back home to do anything=(
LiFe in army really sux, and worst if ya have broken up wit ur gal. This week also cant even take leave or off from camp.
Damn those officers and my warrant officer. Sometimes, you will feel that life in army is like being in a jail, except that you can walk around and book-out. Still, no matter you like the job or not, you have to suck thumb and do it!! Haizz, @#$%^&*@#$%^&*. How i wish i could just disappear from this world without hurting those who care for me.
P.S. LIfe has never the same without your touches and hearing your voice.
Tonight had my dinner very very late, nearly to 9pm then, pack food from outside and bring back to camp to have it. By the way, i jux dun have e mood to go back home to do anything=(
LiFe in army really sux, and worst if ya have broken up wit ur gal. This week also cant even take leave or off from camp.
Damn those officers and my warrant officer. Sometimes, you will feel that life in army is like being in a jail, except that you can walk around and book-out. Still, no matter you like the job or not, you have to suck thumb and do it!! Haizz, @#$%^&*@#$%^&*. How i wish i could just disappear from this world without hurting those who care for me.
P.S. LIfe has never the same without your touches and hearing your voice.
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
22nd Apr Tue: It has yet been a rainy day again=) I feel happy cos, i love rainy days....Today we had quite a long speech at the auditorium, listen to all the mission and vision of ITI and other institutes, for this year and also a speech by the commander himself. Well, it was quite slack since dun need to do work=)
Yeah, also my CQ today afternoon send me a msg saying Commander's PA sent an e mail to all,thanking some ppl in the camp and my name was highlighted. I am so happy.....I think it maybe because of that day when i went for my chinook ride and real took good care of their needs.hehe=)
By the way, this afternoon, the ppl from the whole camp went to see the army museum at the Discovery Channel. It was a great experience since you may not even get the time to go to see it.
ArmY MuseuM
After that, one of my camp mates which i cant revealed out his name jux yet, we went to town after the museum tour. We went to Suntec, Marina square( lots of my first memories wit her), then to Funan IT mall and lastly to the Arab street to have dinner and cesha. It was greta fun talking to him, giving me lots of great advices and sharing wit me lots of his problems too. I hope i can share what i talked with him but it's P&C for the moment.
{Bonsai Garden}
Jux outside Suntec
P.S. 请你原谅我！！
Yeah, also my CQ today afternoon send me a msg saying Commander's PA sent an e mail to all,thanking some ppl in the camp and my name was highlighted. I am so happy.....I think it maybe because of that day when i went for my chinook ride and real took good care of their needs.hehe=)
By the way, this afternoon, the ppl from the whole camp went to see the army museum at the Discovery Channel. It was a great experience since you may not even get the time to go to see it.
ArmY MuseuMAfter that, one of my camp mates which i cant revealed out his name jux yet, we went to town after the museum tour. We went to Suntec, Marina square( lots of my first memories wit her), then to Funan IT mall and lastly to the Arab street to have dinner and cesha. It was greta fun talking to him, giving me lots of great advices and sharing wit me lots of his problems too. I hope i can share what i talked with him but it's P&C for the moment.
{Bonsai Garden}Jux outside Suntec
CesHa!!Yum Yum=P
THx bro, for taking me out and I really had a great time hanging out wit ya!! Nw i can think more clearly what i really wanted to do.=)P.S. 请你原谅我！！
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
20 Apr Sun: Today has truly been a resting day for me=) Got plenty of rest and had real good nasi briyani cooked by my beloved mum.....Thx mum for everything that you have done, till this very day.
Tonight, i kept my promise to my little mei mei to keep her accompany and i did it. We went GV at Jurong Point to see the new movie of Forbidden Kingdom. I would rate it 5/5 cos i liked it very much. Awesome fighting scenes, and very beautiful sceneries. Here is a pict of my little mei mei and I.
Many mistook us for Lovers=P
Tonight, i kept my promise to my little mei mei to keep her accompany and i did it. We went GV at Jurong Point to see the new movie of Forbidden Kingdom. I would rate it 5/5 cos i liked it very much. Awesome fighting scenes, and very beautiful sceneries. Here is a pict of my little mei mei and I.
Many mistook us for Lovers=PA very good phrase that i learn from the movie.
"Not forgetting those that you love and care before, might truly define the true meaning of" "immortality"
Liu Yifei (Golden Swallow)
Jackie Chan (Drunken Immortal)
Li Bingbing (Evil Witch)
Michael Angarano (The Seeker)
Jet Li (Monkey King)
"Not forgetting those that you love and care before, might truly define the true meaning of" "immortality"
Well here are some of the characters and picts of the movie ..
Liu Yifei
Jackie Chan (Drunken Immortal)
Li Bingbing (Evil Witch)
Michael Angarano (The Seeker)
Jet Li (Monkey King)EnJoY the MovIE PPL!!!!
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